Wednesday, June 20, 2012

hmm why am i still waiting for his reply??

i suddenly feel so relaxed now that i no need work le..all i have to do now is to wait for 25 june midnite to come and i will fly off to sydney..yes i am travelling again despite this time round i am kinda broke but this time round its gonna be a challenge travelling ard sydney for me cos first 1 wk will be independant travelling without anyone help's..first 3 days of our arrival, bro still having exams, so i shall not disturb him.after which he is gg off to melbourne but i shall stay in sydney to save tat 3 days trip to melbroune.and 3rd and 4th july i will be all left alone..dad will fly off bac to SG while bro still remains in melbourne..man, somehow i feel abit scared staying in farms, cos travelling wise can be quite mafan.and i dun like the feeling of getting lost and no one can help me.but i shall bring my guangzhou spirit with me through this sydney trip and believe tat i sure can survive this trip all by myself..

this wk have been busy meeting up wif friends before i fly off.after 10 july when i reached SG i shall nuah all the way before my perm job starts.man, cant believe time flies man.i haven really rested enough and catch up with all my drama cos earlier on i was busy working part time jobs to earn some income for my trip, so haven really rested much.

anw i duno why i kept on waiting for his reply..i am just curious have he saw what i replied? perhaps i shouldnt be so open and tell him what i felt in the past, like setting him as benchmark... hmmm or he saw the msg liao but chose not to reply? hmm but i dun understand leh.since u got the courage to msg me u should have the courage to reply bac what..tat's one thing tat i dun understand.perhaps all along i dun really understand u since in the past its u who have a better understanding of me rather than me..hai nvm ~ i shall see u again at convo !

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