Monday, August 08, 2005

~has been bad tempered lately~

Duno why this few days I super hot tempered and lack of patience..duno why I keep feeling vexed..also duno vexed for wat..hai~~~todae the day so the stupid, had sport day..seeing the suan kuay running, make me feel so excited..wa he super cool man..his legs so the nice..then some other guys were running also, then I see see lah, but no chance to talk to them..eh tat han han did talk to me abit..actually at certain pt, I feel tat he veri the shuai,..though he is a xiao didi to me cos he younger than me, but I still think tat yj got quite a few shuai ge..but too bad they attached liao..yh also like to sae this to me..aiyo..but seriously I admired guys tat can run veri fast and can play piano.it shows tat they hav the elegance in them esp then they play a romantic piano piece..
Then tanu was explaining a compre for me on some terrorist attacks..It involves the AL –Qaeda and the Abu Zubaydah..seriously I duno got such person and organization when they are so the famous..so this reali shows how terrible my general knowledge is..anyway if she didn’t explain the passage line by line, I might not even know how to do the compre, maybe I just dun hand up the assignment and got zero for tat..but now at least I know a bit of understanding for the passage liao..so not too bad..so todae go home must start doing le..i got yh reference so not too bad..at least I can refer to hers if I duno how to do..
Seeing yh this few days with terence together, it just make ,me feel like having a bf cos terence is like quite sweet to her..she told me abt wat they did and wat he gave to her, then I think tat terence is reali a gd catch..fri she asked me to show his picts so in return I get to see her exs..1st one not bad, 2nd one CMI.no wonder her mum objects..if I were her mum, I would also objects..but she told me tat her mum saw them together on fri but she didn’t sae anything so most prob she has approved…then she did mentioned abt my case to her mum..she told me tat her mum saes tat I am lucky and fortunate..but does all adults think alike??will my mum think so if she know abt my past btw me and him??at times, I feel like telling her tat last time I got a bf and tat guy is u know one..but til now I still dun hav the courage to tell her even though we are not together le…yh dares to tell her mum abt it even though her mum might objects but duno why I just cant open my mouth to tell her..maybe the reason behind lies in becos I am scared…hai~~duno how old then I can tell her abt relationship..she did mentioned to me tat if a guy fall for me then he will be unlucky..wa lao I reali tat bad meh..sae ur daughter until like tat..then hor my brother this morning purposely wan to make me saeing tat a guy msg me and I look secretive when there is no such things..he purposely wan me to be scolded by my mum and digged out the past..so I am veri angry of cos , I scolded him early in the morning and my mood was spoilt..stupid ass brother..hope he faster go army and stop being so kpo abt everything..
Then sat was watching a show, I cried out cos the show was like so sad loh..the ger chose to leave the guy cos she has to go overseas..duno why I always cry when I see such shows cos I always thought of myself…I guess I am deceiving myself all this while..i am still not able to forget even though its been so long le..i always sae tat I can do it but I always ended up thinking of mo mo ren..yh told me on fri not to be sad if mo mo ren to be attached..she told me to be mentally prepared..but…

And tanu always manage to read my mind..she reali knows what I am thinking abt esp when I mentioned something to her abt tat person..is my mind reali tat easy to read??it seems like yh also can read my mind at times..i am tired todae, shall take the day on tues and wed to rest and watch tv..

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