went to see the singing competition after class on fri..actually i am reali shocked to see tat some eng speaking ppl went to participate in this competition..those gd looking canot sing at all, instead those ppl who are not gd looking sing veri well..during this, there is a lot of laughter whenever they sing out of pitch...i think i laugh until super loud man, even the teachers laugh too..actually this is quiet a gd entertainment..first time i so enthu in such things..then during phy, ms lim was asking anybody goign for the singing competition??then feezah they all sae "qinmin, qinmin"..wa lao i was so the pei seh cos tat was a made up story used for last wed and they still continue to sa bo me..then yh was telling me tat maybe we can join competition next yr, but i think i dun wan lah..i super shy one loh, where got the guts to stand on the stage to sing..so the finalists will be singing during this lantern festival..rmb last yr lantern festival, i didnt came to sch tat nite, instead i went for dating..this yr, i guess i will be staying in sch then to celebrate..then i so happy tat i manage to cheat my standing broad jump..actually i didnt reali jump, i just ask jie ying to write 160cm for me..seriously i find it hard to pass cos i hav been failing since pri5..
yh was telling me abt terence..she sae tat at times she felt angry with him cos she always felt neglected..he is forever busy and hav no time for her..hai~~why relationship always hav so many problems one??cant it be a simple one??and hor i reali hate liars even though i often lie to my parents..i just hate guys cheating on their gf..tat lousy guy lied to his gf tat he is a 9 pointer when he is a 19 pointer and he still bluff alot to her..i just hate this kind of guys..they can just go and die..so what he is gd looking..afterall he is still lousy to me..then now they just break up for a few days and he got a new gf..what the hell what is this man..seriously seeing so much i am reali scared of guys..i am scared tat they might cheat my feeling..i swear tat i wont cheat on ppl be it their money or feelings, cos i know tat its bad..i guess i reali need to open me eyes big big in future..
kq is starting to be her true self..she called our class ppl bitches..so wat they sae is true loh, she is a backstabber..i guess i hav to sit bac to see, cos there is reali much more to see..i didnt make it obvious tat i dun like her..but i treat her veri cold..my ans to her always one word or either just a few words..i realised tat i am gd at treating ppl veri cold, but just duno why my face dun look angry when i am angry, lots of ppl sae tat there is no difference..so i will treat ppl coldly then will get the hint le..then sat went to check out prices for contact lens..oh gosh the price is veri expensive cos i got astigatism..ppl onli nees to buy 1 box but for me i need to buy 3 boxes all of different degree..i guess i hav to stick to my spects then cos reali no money yo buy..then maybe will make a new spects instead..this current one looks veri auntie leh..then i went out with my mama to buy shoes..then i tried those high heels one..i feel tat wearing high heels reali difficult to walk..but it looks classy..maybe can consider wearing it to work in future..i still tok tat my mum will buy tat black high heels then i can borrow from her for next yr prom..but she didnt buy cos no size leh..aiya so the sayang..
then sharon said tat she always though tat i came from st margret girl sch cos i got the enf speaking look..then iw as laughing out cos i thought i look veri cheena, first time hear ppl sae i look eng..actually my mum did sae tat my spoken eng has improver..think partly becos i speak more eng now cos cm is eng speaking..but yh i always speak chinese to her..
then duno why todae morning or yesterday nite, i suddenly felt tat i am tearing cos i think tat i dreamt tat i didnt pass my gp..seriously i reali super scared..if i am relai advanced i will still cry and need ppl to comfort me..seriously i dun see my gp improving much, onli my essay improved abit, other than tat my compre still the same, still get super low marks..die like tat..promos is coming reali soon..in a blink, oct will be coming soon..hai!~~~~
i am reading my msg cos i feel so sian..actually i felt like tearing but...............
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