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i am not sure if i miss those "Mouse" ppl too much lliao until i kept thinking tat i saw them but actually its not..its just tat they look veri xiang, tat's why i see wrongly..first was bc, followed by ac..the one who look like HIM reali look like HIM sia.except tat tat uncle look abit old..i was wondering eh?how come ac suddenly look so old ah?ya, anyway i am always so cock eye, a;ways see things wrongly..at least bc not tat bad, once i see the guy wearing an ITE uniform, then i confirm know tat its not bc le..talking bat bc reali makes me recall of the past during sec sch..just think i am reali stupid and silly tat time..haha..
i got a feeling tat i am getting fatter cos everyday i eat alot of studd nowadays..die..anyway tat time saw HL milk when she came bac to sch to collect her results..i feel tat tat day she look super pretty..she is among the top few scorers for this A level exam..i think she is super pro loh, studies veri gd and pretty also..envy seh..
my mum has been veri "fann" abt me whether can i go uni or not..seriously i am also veri scared for taking A level this yr with the dragon babies, cos competition will just be veri tuff..somehow i feel tat i am still not reali prepared to take this battle yet, cos my gp is still tat lousy as ever..i got a feeling tat i will fail my gp in my A level and most probably i will go NTU to study if i can make it..NUS not likely..
now, i am not thinking of HIM and him anymore..somehow i feel tat i dun hav much feelings for HIM anymore..maybe i am just used to it le..just hope tat one day we will still talk again (hopefully)..as for him, also not much feelings le, somehow this yr i just want to concentrate on my studies and nothing else..other things can wait til i finish my 'A' then think abt it..i should start being serious in my studies now..cos i dun want to do badly and start regretting later like wat it happens when i receive my o level results
holidays are coming reali soon..reali look forward tat cos i need a break and oh ya, going to cut hair soon..todae chem spa quite easy, its just vomitting out wat u have learned..hopefully i can score well..