weekend didnt do anything at all, was having reali fun watching tv for the whole day, felt so shiok becos its been long time never do tat le..sun went out with tanu to chit chat, she is damn free whereas i am seriously busy, yet i dun feel like doing anything..
mon was reali reali upset with the results..reali do badly this time..initally was maths..ok, initally i tried to console mysekf saying tat since i didnt alot of qns tat's why i failed by abit, but later i cant console myself anymore when i received the chem paper..my chem results was seriously badly done..paper was filled with all crosses..ppl around me from band 1,2,3 all get B and C whereas my results was like extreme ends as compared to them..i didnt reali purposely do badly for this paper even though tat time i did sae tat i wan, but tat day i reali tried my best le..so now, i reali got a reason as to why i should change class le..sigh..i studied veri hard for this test, but didnt make it..surprising the 3 of us who wanted to change class got the same results and the weird past was tat my results are totally the same with yh..it seems tat we are relai gd until results are the same..sigh..both of us are seriously worried abt our current situation..i reali dun want to go bac to the past j1 where i used to be..seriously i duno where have i gone wrong..can anybody pls tell me where have i gone wrong??Honestly i am reali demoralized le.,.everything has not beem going smoothly this yr..and i reali duno how should tell my mum abt it cos my mum will surely nag at me for doing so badly..seriously now i am pretty worried if i can go uni or not cos it seems tat alot of stuff i duno and my gp results this time got F9..i think i am the lowest in class le..seriously i am quite sad todae becos of the gp results,,but never mind.,.sometimes i just hope tat there would someone to give me moral support so tat i wouldnt feel tat demoralized =( at least last time there is someone to cheer me up, but not now anymore..somehow now i feel reali empty and upset veri oftenly..sigh..i am feeling reali loss now..studies have been reali bad this yr..
todae happen to see leo during the house thingy, he is doing quite well and marco told me tat he did badly for chem ever since this yr after taught by her..i think tat having a gd teacher is impt..i am under chua for a yr le, just think tat i still canot adopt to his style of teaching..too fast for me..so tat explain why i also so loss..spm todae called my name cos its seems tat i understand..actually quite correct but later somehow manage to understand le..tml going to get bac phy paper, think gonna fail this time..sigh.,.i am reali tired le..
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