~eye candy

die man, i think i got a little crush for this particular eye candy..duno why nowadays always get to see this guy when in the past seldom get to see him..hehe..and i always feel happy whenever i see him..duno why also..hmm..just pondering if is he attached?i am just curious to know..
tues went to ikea and queenway since we had to bought a bag for her..seriously, ikea has nothing much..i still thought ikea is a veri nice place to shop but ended up there is nothing much except the hot dog tat is nice..yup, and the food on the sec level seems ex to me too cos i am on budget for the class outing and need to buy present for ppl..so this week, i veri kelian, didnt eat for the past consecutive 3 days during break and tat's not the usual me who is always craving for food..
queenway is also the first time going there..practically all the shops over there sell the same thing (sport wear stuff).esp shoes and bags..gd thing over there is tat we can bargain for price..saw a nike and another bag tat looks veri ncie and its a limited edition and a converse jacket, but price wise is just too ex le..yup, onli got the chance to see, but no money to own it..but if got ppl buy for me during birthday, then i will be super happy seh..hmm..just too bad my birthday is over..eventutally bought a small bag for her, but one bad thing is tat she cant carry it to sch cos its too small, but still its veri nice cos tat bad reali caught my attention..
everyday i am spending lots of time on maths and hardly got time for other subjects and yes i am sick of it le..just by doing the tutorials alone, take up lots of time..seriously i am quite worried for my other subjects, esp chem cos i think tat subject CMI..going online and watching tv is my onli form of entertainment for now..and studying is reali boring..feel like graduating faster then i can enjoy life..
online friends can hardly be trusted except for one who is spm ex student 3 yrs bac..he gave me the feeling tat he is a nice person cos he still ask me to study hard and dun end up like him..but he still manage to go btu eventutally..but yup, sometimes feelings can be wrong..others tat i came to know abt are matinly ITE students..most of the time they willa sk u for your msn or either ur hp no so tat they can chat with u..but mostly, i bluff them saying tat i dun have even though its obvious tat i am lying cos i just dun wan to give them and neither do i want to be tat close to them..many at times i just want to test out wat kind of person is he is..duno why many times ITE give me the feeling tat all they know is to jio pretty gers and nothing else cos i ofthen overheard them saying tat they want to jio pretty gers or either they want to make friends with them..not tat i condemn them but i just dun like the way they behave..esp guys with mouthful of vulgarities..
wed is an unlucky day..on my way home, met up with 2 bad guys..sitting under the void deck, not under my house..yup, one of the guy call me "xiao jie" and i turned around cos nobody around so must be me..i still thought tat they call me for some reason becos maybe i might have drop something..later i reaslied tat they just want to disturb me..they sae praises tat will make gers veri happy once they hear it but so sorry i bu chi zhe tao..and i just ignored them..intially wanted to run but later i thought if i run then it would seems tat i am a coward and it would seems tat i am scared of them..so i just calm down and walk faster..seriously dun understand why such ppl like to kar jiao gers when they can spend their time more effectively..i just think these ppl are bo liao and i just dun like this kind of ppl..
just got bac my report slip for term 2..my results slip is super colourful..had a range of grades from B To F..yup, but mostly the results are AO and F..seriously dun dare to show her cos i know she will confirm scold..die man, like tat how to take A level..
last nite was stoning halfway when i was doing my work..somehow duno why mind wonder off to him..finally i can rmb the past le..and i managed to recall the smile on his face and the angry look tat he have whenever he is angry..in the past when i tried recalling, i couldnt remeber anything on his face..duno why tat day suddenly memory came bac..maybe everything could have changed in him after so long..perhaps his outdated hairstyle could have changed or maybe he might be looking older now..i could still rmb tat i am veri bad, always like to call ppl "uncle" when he dun like it..many at time i just want to kar jiao him..hmm..when will fate ever appear again to let us meet up one day or maybe happen to bump into each other by coincidence..alll these seems like a fantasy to me, which hardly can happen..maybe to many ppl, they might think tat i am veri silly..maybe i am just willing to remain silly up to the day the fantasy comes true..