Monday, May 22, 2006

~i canot reject the temptation~

last week after sch went to find spm to ask abt maths..surprising he didnt scold me but i think he abit vomit blood after explaining to me cos i am slow in thinking and i take a long time to absorb..those things tat he sae was actually mentioned in lectures, but i still dun understand mah, and he crack a joke on me saeing tat is it becos i look at william sim too much liao until i didnt pay attention to william sim's teachings at the same time..the meaning is something like tat, cant reali rmb the exact phrasing tat was said..anyway my first reaction was -diao-, how come william sim suddenly come into the picture and how he know tat i am looking at him sometimes..weird man..anyway i was down there blushing lah, but tat doesnt mean tat its true!! tat i am always looking at him..its onli once a while when he smile then i will look.other than tat, most of the time concentrating..duno why, guys with nice smile looks attractive to me..the word here is admire, not like..i also admire alot of ppl wat, eg is another teacher in sch cos he looks so cool and his eng super gd and pro to me..
duno why nowadays i keep smiling to myself for no reason..and i think spm tat day think i siao liao cos i was practically smiling for no reason throughout when he is teaching me..
i reali canot resist the temptation of buying clothes again last week..the previous time i sae tat, ok, tat shall be the last time i am buying this yr, but happens to walk past ESprit shop tat day, then happen to be on sale..then my hands started to itch again and bought the jeans eventually cos i was thinking this shop seldom got sale and plus the price usually are not cheap..so now got gd deal, should be quite worth it..so why not buy it..ya, and now this week i am broke, have to eat things tat are cheaper..duno why whenever i am doing window shopping, always happens to have extra money with me then after the shopping, all the money will be gone when i didnt intend to buy anything in the first place..sigh..tat's bad, mum was like nagging me..so much clothes liao still buy so much..seriously most of the time, i buy liao also never wear..maybe i just want to own it..
another thing tat i cant resist is the temptation of fodd..eating makes me feel more awake and alert..tat's why i am so big size and pump..hehe..actually the amt i eat can be comparable with the guys..
todae the SPA was scary..i was wondering, wat the heck is tat stupid apparatus..i was stuck for a moment..but ya, later i decided to write wat i learnt cos so far onli did 1 expt on tat, so must be tat one..
my chem teacher is bac..sian man, she teach organic chem, i whole thing also duno wat she talking..die liao lah, like tat duno how to take A Level..its time to panic again..sigh..holiday shall be more hardworking this time..

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