~friendship~

friends are hard to come by..treasure it when they are around..reali..hmm...does it mean tat talking to someone whom u long never talk to for veri long means something?>does it means tat he or she has a motive for talking to u???duno why it gives me this kind of feeling tat he or she , whoever tat mo mo ren is, feels tat i got a motive..ya, but i reali dun have..just concern abt how tat he or she is doing since long time never talk le..anyway tat's something sad to mention abt..sigh..
no one is perfect in this world, its gd to aim high and have goals..but sometimes, being a perfectionist isnt something gd also..i do know of ppl who aims to be a perfectionist and to everybody he or she is veri strong but i believe tat they canot take failure..becos they have too much pride in themselves which they couldnt take down..i am not a perfectionist, neither do i want to be a perfectionist..but tat mo mo ren give me a great feeling tat he/she is a perfectionist..yes, i reali find it hard to communicate with perfectionist cos my views and theirs are reali different..mine is just "qing cai" lah, can get wat i want then can le but theirs is totally perfect..maybe i canot find a perfectionist bf in future cos dun think i can take it..haha..ya, this week quite relaxing cos nothing much, tat's why so nuah..and i got many time to think of guys man..duno why arh??but i have no one in my mind except tat particular person..yup, i am just wondering why things are like tat arh>still cant find an ans to it..i have been thinking for days liao still cant think of any man..anyway dun reali want to think abt it le since things has happened like tat..mourning over it also no use..sigh..
seriously am i a nice person to bully arh?cos todae someone sae something sacastic to me and i duno abt it until she told me..actually i dun take it seriously abt wat ppl sae..i just listen and forget liao and i dun bear grudges..aiya, maybe i am too blur liao..ppl sae me and i still duno..never mind..anyway i didnt reali take it to heart lah.