why do i feel as sad when its seems to be tat he seems to have forgotton me as a friend?hmm...reali hope tat at least he can still sae a hi to me instead of daoing me in msn..wanted to talk to him but i guess i shouldnt cos he has a gf so i shouldnt talk to him and pretending as if he has no gf..hm...never mind..nowadays they kept ga jiao me calling me mrs XXX and he is call mr XXX..seriously after those things happened, i veri pei seh to talk to him and face kept on blushing when its not the truth at all..and i know where my heart lies in, confirm not him, so reali hope tat they dun sae liao lah..now reali veri veri pei seh to talk and face him when sometimes i feel like laughing.never mind, just hope tat this shall end soon.
and past few days just saw my ex eye candy..tat time both of us are looking into each direction..feel like smiling to him but i didnt cos anyway he also duno me then smile liao ppl will think i siao..anyway first time see each other so close..
somehow i feel better now, the feeling of lost not tat much anymore..mon met up with them and somehow they enlightened me with a lot of things..actually i was veri grateful to him for spending 3 and the half hours with me teaching me things tat i duno..and not forgetting the gers also..anyway reali thanks..
prelim is abt 2 weeks time..reali scared..how arh, j2 work still canot make it..luckily my j1 work still can make it if not reali veri tough for me to catch up..tat's all for now..hopefully pray tat i can still hold on to myself and thrive harder..
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