~last day of work @ invitrogen ~

last weekend wat busy studying my oral for my piano exam.oh sian man, one more day left to exam cos wed morning is the exam liao!! i think i am gonna go there with a calm mood cos whenever i panic, i always cock up with my exam de.hopefully, this time i will pass man,else i also sian diao liao.anyway weekend i reali practise quite hard, though usual days, i NEVER put in effort to learn at all.practically, on usual days, i am just playing blindly without understanding and no expressions at all.but i am truely impressed at those kids tat perform on the concert on sat nite cos they are so young and they are damn gd at playing the grand piano.seriously honestly speaking, i am not even half their standard.oh man, my jaw almost drop when i hear them play cos they are reali excellent players though they did play some notes wrongly.but tat is forgiven cos afterall they are not professional players..but i did "Steal" some of their tactic for the upcoming exam tat i am gonna play cos i realised why i always cant play tat well as compared to others.the secret lies within becos i am weak in my playing, cos the sound tat is produced always seems so weak.but my mum did say tat my playing did made a difference after "Stealing" their tactic..i think i am gonna play like wat i hear from those kids cos i believe tat they should be up to standard since they can perform on the stage to play for the audience.sat nite slept at 4am cos i was half awake studying for piano stuff.oh god, then when i am on the verge of sleeping, i decided to write the msg card for my colleagues..gosh spent 3.5hrs writing the msg cards cos its not easy man.for come colleague i reali duno wat to write man cos i duno reali know them tat well, so gonna crap some rubbish just to fill up the space in their card..haha.but for some, i could rite reali alot and these are ppl whom i am reali close with.anyway today when some of them received the cards and flower pot display tat i bought for them, some thanks me,but others just didnt say anything.actually i dun hope tat they will say something nice to me, but a least must thanks ppl as a form of courteously ma and for their effort in putting so much time on it.anyway just very disappointed in these ppl.sigh..=(
anyway today is my last day liao.i got 2 weeks to nuah and rest and hopefully study some english essay cos once sch reopens, i got some english proficiency test liao.tat test i die die also must pass man.else, i gonna take that test for the rest of uni life til i pass.and i am targetting to go jogging everyday now cos i reali need to slim down now cos my weight is reali horrible and terrible now.dont wish to say now cos ever since i started working, i gain 3.5kg.so jialat man.its all becos i always eat during office hours and my office has too many nice chocolates and tibits to eat.so whenever i am sian or wat, i will start eating.yeah, anyway gonna stop this diet liao..
this week i am quite occupied after my exams.striaght after my exam on wed, i am going to shop first cos its been a long time since i last shop liao.thur got farewell lunch from my colleague.fri got to meet yan hui.sat bbq with my team colleague again and sun meeting jun yi..haha.programms all line up for this week,.hai~leaving office soon.gonna miss them =(

~scholarship ceremony~

yesterday the scholarshp session was an impressive event.cos the event was kinda grand whereby there are reali lots of big shot ppl.one of them was ma bao shan.yeah, he did talk to my parents and my mum was like kinda excited over it as this is the first time she could talk to big shot ppl..actually i find it a bit -diao-, but somehow she just feel happy over it.lohz..and there is AVA big shot ppl talk to my mum too and he actually knows my brother..yeah we are told tat my brother will be in charge of ensuring the safety of the incoming food from the other countries,meaning tat he will do tests and watever safety precautions to ensure tat spore food is safe..wah tat's indeed a big and huge responsibility..and after he returns to spore, he will become a doctor, tat's so cool..anyway when i saw the scholarship recipents, i am reali impressed by the ppl receiving those awards cos they are super damn smart.majority of them are guys and gers who got the awards are reali solid too.for now, i reali salute my brother cos he is the one of the 3 applicants who got the scholarship and of all the 1400 applicants,he is one of the 29 scholarship holders tat got into MND family..oh,this is so cool man.anyway it seems tat those ppl have checked our background cos they also know i am studying in NTU.and they did encourage me to study hard so that i can get scholarship just like my brother..erm, i was thinking, pls la,i am not even half as smart as m brother.if i am tat smart, i wouldnt have repeated..haha.anyway yesterday the ceremony is super sian man.then late evening went to bought some gifts for my colleague as farewell.well, the cards are too cheapo,canot la.then today, they celebrated my pre-farewell, so we have kfc and pizza for lunch.and i reali feel fat after eating 2 slices of cake man..haha
weekend got to piah liao cos next wed is my piano exam..sigh..

~i am so dead man~

die man, this few days keep sleeping after watching tv.so ended up i didnt study my piano stuff.5 days countdown from today..haiz~i am so scared in fact.but yet i dun feel tat urgency,which is super bad.anyway yesterday went i was going to work yesterday,saw tat teacher who participated in the super host competition..i think i can recognised ppl very easily despite only met them once before.no, actually i seen him before quite a no of times on the train before when i was still in yj tat time cos his sch is near my sch mah.anyway yesterday, work is super sian man,.i was surfing net like nobody business.today is same too, abit sian to do my work..and i gonna take half day leave today cos i am attending a scholarshuip ceremony on behalf of my brother since he is overseas.yeah, so it i got to dress up reali nice today,rather than the usual nuah dressing tat i wear to work cos on usual days, i am too lazy to dress up.so everyone expression was like, "wah qinmin, u wear makeup today huh..", "qinmin you are so pretty and sweet today.." and the extreme comments that i got was "qinmin you look like a ghost.."haha.anyway i wouldnt take it to heart for the extreme comment cos the eyeshadow i applied was kind of unique, somehow ppl might not buy tat colour ( dark green or turquoise color if u wan to call it)..yeah,but i am sick of those usual colours tat ppl always buy,so try something new ma..anyway i am abit sian to go for those ceremony also cos its kinda sian man to hear speech..but i am forced to go by my parents, so no choice.hai~sian,.sat is coming,i hate to see tat teacher again but anyway this is the last time i am seeing him.so something to behappy abt..cos i reali dislike this teacher very much.

~i am so tired~

i am seriously damn tired after work.i got no energy to study my piano stuff and die man, i only left one more week to go before i go for my exam!!.sigh..and this week, my colleague are having some welfare lunch and an outing organised specially for me.so meaning tat i need to manage my time to study,else reali gone case liao.i dare not reject their offer cos afterall they are sincere in having such outing and lunch personally for me..but i am seriously headache as to wat to give them as farewell gift.i have bought cards for them and wrote something on it,but it seems too cheapo..then wat should i give man?? my big boss and the sales team are treating me lunch, so they asked me wat i wan to eat.i supposed tat they are going to those super ex restaurants cos they usually eat expensive stuff wat.so i sugessted eating thai or indo food cos i like spicy stuff..anyway i think i gonna miss them man.afterall half a yr working here liao.of cos do have some feelings ma.but too bad, i got to go bac sch to study, so no choice.if they say tat if i wan to come bac work during holidays, they will welcome me.haha,which is a gd news to hear cos i reali yearn to work in this company cos they have lots of benefits man and welfare is super gd.come on, i think no temp is ever as previlge as me cos i always enjoy super gd welfare.
this coming thur, i will be attending a ceremony on behalf of my brother held at AVA. sian man, i hate to go for such events cos its so sian man.my mum is reali irritating me over the issue as to wat clothes should she wear..come on la, its not a fashion show and ppl are not interested in looking at u, so stop being so vain pot..and yesterday i am quite pissed over my mum cos she kept on calling me over my brother scholarship.seriously i am so busy with work and she keep calling me to fann me abt this issue and i relai snap at her man.
i have looked through the orientation package on sat and i have decided to go for my mse camp and uoc camp.so in total it cost $95. thought its kinda ex to spend so much money on camp, but i rather stay out of home for 2 weeks rather than to stay at home and let my mum nag and scold.so for tat 2 weeks, i shall enjoy freedom.hooray..

~moody~

i am seriously feeling veri moody lately..duno why..first, my mum keep nagging and scolding me and everytime its regards to me wasting the family money on piano..wa lao, since u always like to complain tat i am wasting the family's money, then why still bother to let me learn..it not as if i wan to learn like tat..come on la, u know tat i am not those muscially inclined person.and frankly, i hate playing piano just for exam.i dun mind playing piano as a leisure, but this rigid system reali makes me dislike piano so much.hAI~ i kept on getting scolded by my piano teacher..tat's make me feel worst..mum kept on demoralizing me and teacher kept giving me stress..i am so vexed and fanned and irritated man..
todae kana yuan wang by ppl,but ended up its not my mistake..haha.so heng man.i dun wan ppl to think tat i anyhow do things and not serious in my work..

~sad by the fact tat my bro will be gone for 5 yrs~

yesterday i just came to know tat my brother has gotton his AVA scholarship and he said tat only 2 ppl out of the ppl who came for the interview got it, which means tat his interview skills are reali solid man.yeah, i muz admit tat his interview is reali solid cos the day before his interview, i did a trial run with him and i am impressed by how much research he has done for the interview.actually i wouldnt be suprised tat he was successful for this scholarship cos his interview is reali bravo.anyway i think without the help of all his "Doctor friends", probably he might not be so gd and well prepared for the interview.but mum feels reali upset tat he got the scholarship cos he will be off to sydney for 5 yrs..meaning tat 5 yrs we cant get to see him.hai~after going to taiwan for less than half a yr, he has already changed so much.i think 5 yrs it would be worst man.but apprently, my brother seems reali happy man cos he can go overseas and he can no need stay in spore and hear my mum nag.hai~sian, weekend got to study my piano stuff liao else, jialat man.oh man, i am so sian at work today, dun feel like doing anything at all.i have 11 days left to exams.abit sian man.

~2 more weeks to my piano exams~

i am seriously scared and panic for the upcoming piano exam which is like 2 weeks from now.oh god, it seems tat this time round,i am still not fully prepared yet.my oral and sight reading still seems sucky.yeah but it seems tat i am still very lazy to put in effort to learn.last sat my piano teacher did say tat i could have pass my exam easily cos i have perfect pitching which i myself find it amusing so i really laugh out loud in front of my teacher..but i must say its an added advantage cos there are not a lot of ppl having perfect pitching, meaning tat i could guess and deduce what note is the pianist playing just by listening to what he/she plays, provided tat its a simple piece la, if its not too complicated and difficult ones, of cos i cant la.but i must say tat probably this is a inborn "talent" tat i have cos i didnt really learn on pitching at all, neither did i specifically learn anything on tat..probably i have master this pitching unknowning since i learned piano since 3 and the half yrs old.probably through these yrs, i have "remembered " how does each note sounds like.
Yawns, i am so sian today at work..seriously i have no mood to work at all.feels terribly tired and sian..haiz~~anyway i will be finishing my contract this month and i am off to take a break for 2 wks,after which will attend my mse orientation camp.

~i think i have seen his lr again

last fri at 5pm exactly, everyone was like chong-ing home cos the big boss is out to buy something.yeah, after tat went to orchard to submit my timesheet.though it is spore sales now, but apprently,some clothes are not reali tat cheap lei,esp those branded stuff.anyway sat decided to go jogging and do some exercising after so long of nuahing..apprently, i have lost my stamina to run and i feel reali exhausted after running 1 round the park.how can i be so lousy man.and despite knowing tat i am having headache liao, i still continue to run,ended up after the run, my head is reali spinning terribly.sun was going through my adminstrative stuff for uni..after reading through the entire booklet, i am seriously worried for my future as in how am i going to pay such a large some of money for my sch fees..hai~worst thing is my parents got no CPF,either do my parents have enough savings to pay my sch fees..and it seems tat everything in uni also need lots of money.sian.i need more money ! then in the late evening, went to took a passport size photo for my ntu admin thingy and also for the ez link card.oh man, the pict turn out to be super damn ugly cos the women took a super close up pict of me,so my face turns out to be super big and ugly.and yeah, i reali look like some typical china women cos my face turn out to be super fair..duno why also huh...my mum says tat my face doesnt look tat big at all compared to the pict but anyway in short, the photographer isnt skilled in taking picts at all la, else, ppl who are ugly also can turn pretty.then yesterday went online at midnite to do my confirmation for uni stuff but ended up chatting away with can cos she is discussing abt her eye candy and both of us are aruging over which 2 guys are better.haha.so ended up didnt do my work eventually.and we happily chatted for 2 hrs online, by the time we finished chatting, its 1.30am !! but heng todae need not have to go work earlier cos i have taken half day leave to go gor the NTU medical checkup.so today while i am walking into the NTU entrance, i vividly saw his lr, i am not sure if it is him, but everything just seems to assemble like his lr,moreover i believe he is the only one tat drives an lr in NTU cos i doubt no one in NTU will drive one cos its not common..anyway its consider a coindence encounter cos duno why of all vehicles, i suddenly turned my body and saw a lr at tat pt of time.anyway my dad accompany me to the medical centre cos i duno how to go..and i am amazed when i stepped into the medical centre cos there is no females students here for checkup, and i am the only one.most of them are just males.and the urine test is kinda disgusting man.i guess i shouldnt mention abt it.but the x ray check up is interesting.haha.surprising, tat mobile x ray vehicle has a hunk in there.so gers, try to get a chance to see him if u happen to pop into the mobile bus..haha./anway got to go for now.i shall update again =)

~my bro is bac to taiwan again~

yesterday went to shop again since i was lazy to complete my work, so left office earlier.bought one pants again.oh my god, i think i am buying clothes once every week.and this is kinda jialat cos i am wasting lots of money on clothes man..haha.then yesterday night, my dad came home kinda late and mum asked him why la..he said tat he got scalded by hot water and its 100 degree celsius those type.so his body was kinda red..oh my god, tat's reali bad la but heng my dad didnt got hurt lah except tat its painful onli..but hor, i reali duno understand how can a kettle handle broke into 2 when kettle's handle are usually quite hardy? anyway i doubt my dad can get to claim anything from this incident so afterall he dun have those insurance thingy..
then yesterday nite went out with my bro to have dinner with my bro treating it as a farewell dinner.ate quite a lot.anyway yesterday i slept super late and todae i overslept for work.woke up at 8.15am and i am like siao liao..so crap a lie to my boss.hehe.heng they belive me..haha.ok,weekend got lots of admin things to do for my NTU thingy.sian.

~thinking bac of wat i did for him~

yesterday left work at 5pm exactly cos got to rush for piano class.but before my class, i went to shop a while so go IMM to see if i can buy anything in this Great spore sales season.apparently there isnt much tat i can buy cos those that are on sales are not nice.The make up lesson yesterday was kinda stress cos i have to play well to prove to my teacher tat i got improvement, but apparently,the stress made it worst..it makes me more panic, so ended up my playing gets reali horrible and full of mistakes here and there in the piano pieces.then my teacher said tat this is all i can help u..its up to u whether u wan to learn or not.at times, i reali feel tat u dun trust me (As in i always dun follow his instructions )..aiya i dun say i never trusted his teachings..its all his imagination lo.after which had to rush to my student house to teach.since yesterday i was reali tired, i wasnt putting much attention to my teaching, worst still one part i almost thought my student the wrong things, but later i realised tat i taught her the wrong things.so i said sorry to her for teaching her the wrong stuff and she said bac "shouldnt teachers be perfect ?'" then i told her "pls la, teachers are also human beings and they do make mistakes also .."anway just now was reading mo mo ren blog..i reali feel happy for him..reali..but i have reali questioned myself wat i have done for him in the past?it seems tat i reali did nothing for him..ok,tat's shows how bad a gf am i..anyway its the past liao.so no pt looking bac cos its not as if its possible between us again.kay tat's all for now.

~tired and sleepyZ~

yawns, i am super sian and sleepy today despite i slept at 12am yesterday..yesterday was practing with my brother the procedure tat he need to go through in an interview..spent like an hour on tat so got to forgo my tv show.but the condition for tat is tat he needs to help me with my interview..but i am impressed by how much research he has did for the interview.cos he practically memorized every thing word by word.and i realised tat i am getting more and more lazy,practically have no mood to do anything and this includes reading materials and books etc..i think i have left sch for too long liao so reali lost touch with books.oh man, i duno how am i going to cope once sch reopens cos i cant be slacking like wat i am doing now.
hai~later got piano class, sian man, i think my teacher is going to pass me the exam date liao.oh man, it seems tat i am still totally clueless for the exams man, or rather i cant be bothered to read up on my exam stuff.anyway i got to do something liao if i reali wan to pass.ok.tonite got lesson for my student too !! haiz,tat's sian too even though i can earn $25 per hour,but still, i dun feel like going..

~busy tml~

yesterday was a busy day at work again..sian man.but i am kinda bu se de to leave invitrogen cos afterall i have been working here for half a yr le..surprising this is my longest job cos all my job has never lasted tat long before.haha..cos i am those type of job hopping ppl and i like to try different kinds of jobs.anyway they are will holding some farewell for me on 30 june, which is my last day here.hopefully it will be an enjoyable day for me.lately for the past few months, i have been given lots of nicknames. ah min, xiao min, dearest min min, min min dear,and etc..all these sounds reali nice..hehe.all these are given by the same person.yup, i am quite close to her compared to the rest of the sales person.anway tml my day will be damn hectic cos i got piano class to go, after which got to rush to teach my student.wah sian man.haiz~~
anyway i duno if i should be happy to be given a chance for interview again for the cbc course at ntu.i gonna prepare hard for this interview this time round.

~i am going to be a shopping freak soon~

last fri i was the last to leave the office cos initally wanted to leave early de, but my colleague ask me if wat time i am leaving..since i am not in a rush to go home, so i stay on to wait for her quotes and complete the quotes for her. haha, maybe she knows tat i am nice so she knows tat i will stay back for her, but if it is for my other colleagues, i doubt they will want to stay bac.afterall they are not paid for OT.so i guess they might not want to.initally those sales dept ppl wanted to jio me to eat korean bbq de, but as u know, they are those "high class" ppl and tat day i scared i didnt have enough money with me, so i told tat i am going bac home to eat.actually another reason why i dun feel like going is tat my dressing is super causal tat day, so its kind of not nice eating with them in tat ugly entire.anyway i doubt they wil ask me pay also la cos my boss told me tat they are paying for me afterall they always look upon me as xiao mei mei.. but i still feel not nice if they pay for me cos its not as if i cant afford like tat..anyway i am supposed to be on diet now, so cant eat so much..
weekend was nuahing away..sun decided to go home do some shopping cos its been quite some time tat i haven reali go shopping.hehe.so went to akira warehouse sale to see if i can buy anything.so i bought a rechargeble batt at $2.50 nia.so cheap man.those portable DVD player is also damn cheap too..i have been eyeing tat for a veri long time liao but bu se de buy cos afterall i dun buy lots of DVDS, or rather i dun even have a single DVDs at home.afterwhich went off with my mum to IMM To shop.yeah, there is reali lots of clothes shops on sale.i was realli tempted to buy some of them home, but tat irritating mother of mine keep stopping me from doing us.tat's why i always hated to shop with her cos she always like to stop me from buying things. wat the heck man, i am earning money now and i cant spent wat i earned meh? its not as if i am using ur money to buy things.if i reali did tat, then i would obediently let u scold and nag.but its my money lei..and moreover its not ur money tat i am spending..anyway at the end of the day, i only bought 1 hair dye.hehe.thinking of dyeing my hair before sch reopens.ok, tat's all of today.

~memerized by this gentleman!~

yesterday me and my colleague went out to holland V to have our lunch and as we were entering our building entrance door, this macho well build guy appeared in front of us and he was like standing in front of us helping us to open the door, but too bad we were walking like realli veri slow til i think he decided to not help us open the door liao.so since we saw the lift was closing and he was in there, so i asked my colleague to rush quickly in the lift since we already came bac late and ya, i think tat gentleman knows tat we are coming in, so we waited for us..hehe.how nice of him seh..anyway me and my colleague are reali "crazy" over him huh..hehe.
todae was a freaking busy day too,sian man.work seems never ending de.weekend got to do something liao..i think i need to study and prepare for my piano exam soon..hai~

~i am kinda shocked by those msges~

today morning, i was woken up by the hp alarm clock and so i decided to wash my face and nuah a while before changing into the clothes and going for work.so since i wanted to find something to do, i decided to peep at my brother hp msges cos i suspected tat something is reali very very wrong with him and indeed my deductions are correct.seriously i am kind of put off and feel relai disgusted by the words tat his gf wrote,but wat can i do? even if i feel disgusted i will still continue to read on cos i reali want to know what are they reali up to..actually i reali feel like telling my parents abt this issue but i duno if should i were to do tat he might hate me foreover.though he did the same to me before when i used to be attached and becos of him actions, things between me and my ex started to have many problems from then on..for now, i am just pretending to not know anything.i didnt even mention anything abt me reading his msges cos i know he will be very angry if he were to know tat.but i thought he did the same thing to me in the past, i am just "paying" him bac wat he did to me.but thinking abt it, i do feel bad if i were to do this to him..anyway i can confirm plus guarentee chop tat if my parents were to know tat, they will surely brust into anger,might even be worst than wat it happens on me.anyway i am confused la.hai~though he is my brother, afterall i mean well and hope tat he dun get cheated by ger, if the ger reali do..

~its seriously mean to do tat ~

few days bac when me and my small boss was chatting in the train, she mentions that my big boss is someone who kind of look down on ppl who are of lower class than her.actually without her saying, i also know tat too cos from the way she speaks, its obvious tat she looks down on ppl.and my small boss says that for ppl who wants to apply for job, those ppl with different colour skins from the white, regardless of how gd is ur resume is, it would straight away be dump into the bin even without reading it..seriously when i heard tat i feel tat its reali not too gd to do tat, afterall everyone are human beings.from here, i reali dun like the way she do things.i mean even if she is smart then so wat, but her character and morals are just damn sucky.
anway yesterday was super slacked man.was reali surfing net like nobody business..haha.after work, then met up with tanu, weeping and matilda they all at toa poyah..we ordered pizza for dinner and it was nice chatting and gossiping with them from 7 plus til 10 somthing..after which got to rush home to catch the train so tat at least i got transport to go home.yeah, one thing tat i learned from them is " never trust anyone in uni cos everyone is selfish in uni.." though i have yet to experience uni life now, but i guess it wouldnt be easy to survive through this 4 yrs course.hopefully i will be fine and go through everything smoothly.yesterday everyone was updating on our love life also..haha.as usual i am still single..though i do admire this particular guy, but somehow i feel tat we are not compatible and matching at all.and at times i do find tat i have limited things to talk to him cos afterall i dun know him tat well..
seriously i am super tired today cos i slept at 2.30am cos reached home at 12 somehting liao and after drinking the soup and taking a bath, it 2.30am.ya, time past reali fast man.sian.today got some stupid fire drill and all of them have left for lunch and i am the only person in office now.shoik man.i dun like disturbance cos i am do watever i wan to do in office now..hehe..

~totally changed after half a yr~

last fri after work went to see angela autograph session at IMM with JT.somehow it was not really tat crowded to the extent tat we coould hardly breathe. i couldnt really get to see her close up cos we are blocked by the fence, but her real person doesnt look tat small size as wat was protrayed in tv..but i guess she is still very pretty..but her dressing was very simple that day, haha, was expecting to see better dressing from her tat day, but apprently she wore jeans. =( after which went to bought a jean at samuel and kelvin cos its on sale and its damn cheap.heng the size fit me cos i was too lazy to try out tat day.

sat morning thought got piano class, but there isnt !! wat the heck man, the teacher forgot to inform me and he still dare to claim tat he inform me last week before tat.but heck la, i dun wan to argue with him over this issue, anyway its his fault la and i shall keep mum abt it to avoid further argument.after which went bac office to work which is kinda sian la..my colleagues brought their kids along but i didnt bring anyone..haha.anyway there isnt any one to bring with me either la.but heng finish work kinda early..after which my small boss asked me if i wan to go shopping so i suggested go expo robinson sale..when i reach there, i am amazed by how much sales there is, cos alot of branded stuff are selling at quite affordable price.we shopped from 4 something til 8pm like tat..shoik man..but i onli bought 1 skirt and 1 top cos the size cant reali fit me,either too big or too small..afterall its a sale so cant really expect very much..but i almost jaw drop when my small boss spent over hundred dollars on tat shopping alone.seriously tat nite i am very pissed off with my mum cos i could have just gone straight to the airport since its just 1 stop away from expo but my stupid mum insist tat i go home to practise my piano first before going to the airport..wat the hell man, its seriously wasting my time travelling to and fro lo when my house are totally at the extreme end of spore.after which went to the airport to fectch my brother.oh my god, he seriously changed so much in physical appearance..he used to be a nerd in the past, now his fashion sense is not bad liao..reach home kinda late liao at 2am..then we chatted til 4am before we went to bed.he brought bac quite a no of things and he mentioned abt this ger out of the blue saying tat she is from taiwan and he knows her through facebook..from wat he says, i can reali sense tat he might be in love with this ger..someone the was wearing this neckacle out of the sudden when he never wear neckacle at all before.so it reali puzzled me why did he gone for a sudden change.so i see, he is actually dating.but i reali admire him for being so honest with my parents but seriously i am not reali supportive of him having a taiwan ger as his gf cos afterall as time goes by, its hard for them to maintain their relationship.my parents doesnt relai seems to be approved of their relationship either.hai~anway i reali hope to get attached too cos afterall has been single for many many yrs liao..maybe got to experience some love life like my brother.but seriously lately i realised tat he has been very secretive,i guess its something to do with the ger...