Tuesday, June 03, 2008

~i am kinda shocked by those msges~

today morning, i was woken up by the hp alarm clock and so i decided to wash my face and nuah a while before changing into the clothes and going for work.so since i wanted to find something to do, i decided to peep at my brother hp msges cos i suspected tat something is reali very very wrong with him and indeed my deductions are correct.seriously i am kind of put off and feel relai disgusted by the words tat his gf wrote,but wat can i do? even if i feel disgusted i will still continue to read on cos i reali want to know what are they reali up to..actually i reali feel like telling my parents abt this issue but i duno if should i were to do tat he might hate me foreover.though he did the same to me before when i used to be attached and becos of him actions, things between me and my ex started to have many problems from then on..for now, i am just pretending to not know anything.i didnt even mention anything abt me reading his msges cos i know he will be very angry if he were to know tat.but i thought he did the same thing to me in the past, i am just "paying" him bac wat he did to me.but thinking abt it, i do feel bad if i were to do this to him..anyway i can confirm plus guarentee chop tat if my parents were to know tat, they will surely brust into anger,might even be worst than wat it happens on me.anyway i am confused la.hai~though he is my brother, afterall i mean well and hope tat he dun get cheated by ger, if the ger reali do..

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