last weekend wat busy studying my oral for my piano exam.oh sian man, one more day left to exam cos wed morning is the exam liao!! i think i am gonna go there with a calm mood cos whenever i panic, i always cock up with my exam de.hopefully, this time i will pass man,else i also sian diao liao.anyway weekend i reali practise quite hard, though usual days, i NEVER put in effort to learn at all.practically, on usual days, i am just playing blindly without understanding and no expressions at all.but i am truely impressed at those kids tat perform on the concert on sat nite cos they are so young and they are damn gd at playing the grand piano.seriously honestly speaking, i am not even half their standard.oh man, my jaw almost drop when i hear them play cos they are reali excellent players though they did play some notes wrongly.but tat is forgiven cos afterall they are not professional players..but i did "Steal" some of their tactic for the upcoming exam tat i am gonna play cos i realised why i always cant play tat well as compared to others.the secret lies within becos i am weak in my playing, cos the sound tat is produced always seems so weak.but my mum did say tat my playing did made a difference after "Stealing" their tactic..i think i am gonna play like wat i hear from those kids cos i believe tat they should be up to standard since they can perform on the stage to play for the audience.sat nite slept at 4am cos i was half awake studying for piano stuff.oh god, then when i am on the verge of sleeping, i decided to write the msg card for my colleagues..gosh spent 3.5hrs writing the msg cards cos its not easy man.for come colleague i reali duno wat to write man cos i duno reali know them tat well, so gonna crap some rubbish just to fill up the space in their card..haha.but for some, i could rite reali alot and these are ppl whom i am reali close with.anyway today when some of them received the cards and flower pot display tat i bought for them, some thanks me,but others just didnt say anything.actually i dun hope tat they will say something nice to me, but a least must thanks ppl as a form of courteously ma and for their effort in putting so much time on it.anyway just very disappointed in these ppl.sigh..=(
anyway today is my last day liao.i got 2 weeks to nuah and rest and hopefully study some english essay cos once sch reopens, i got some english proficiency test liao.tat test i die die also must pass man.else, i gonna take that test for the rest of uni life til i pass.and i am targetting to go jogging everyday now cos i reali need to slim down now cos my weight is reali horrible and terrible now.dont wish to say now cos ever since i started working, i gain 3.5kg.so jialat man.its all becos i always eat during office hours and my office has too many nice chocolates and tibits to eat.so whenever i am sian or wat, i will start eating.yeah, anyway gonna stop this diet liao..
this week i am quite occupied after my exams.striaght after my exam on wed, i am going to shop first cos its been a long time since i last shop liao.thur got farewell lunch from my colleague.fri got to meet yan hui.sat bbq with my team colleague again and sun meeting jun yi..haha.programms all line up for this week,.hai~leaving office soon.gonna miss them =(
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