~i am so tired~

i am seriously damn tired after work.i got no energy to study my piano stuff and die man, i only left one more week to go before i go for my exam!!.sigh..and this week, my colleague are having some welfare lunch and an outing organised specially for me.so meaning tat i need to manage my time to study,else reali gone case liao.i dare not reject their offer cos afterall they are sincere in having such outing and lunch personally for me..but i am seriously headache as to wat to give them as farewell gift.i have bought cards for them and wrote something on it,but it seems too cheapo..then wat should i give man?? my big boss and the sales team are treating me lunch, so they asked me wat i wan to eat.i supposed tat they are going to those super ex restaurants cos they usually eat expensive stuff wat.so i sugessted eating thai or indo food cos i like spicy stuff..anyway i think i gonna miss them man.afterall half a yr working here liao.of cos do have some feelings ma.but too bad, i got to go bac sch to study, so no choice.if they say tat if i wan to come bac work during holidays, they will welcome me.haha,which is a gd news to hear cos i reali yearn to work in this company cos they have lots of benefits man and welfare is super gd.come on, i think no temp is ever as previlge as me cos i always enjoy super gd welfare.
this coming thur, i will be attending a ceremony on behalf of my brother held at AVA. sian man, i hate to go for such events cos its so sian man.my mum is reali irritating me over the issue as to wat clothes should she wear..come on la, its not a fashion show and ppl are not interested in looking at u, so stop being so vain pot..and yesterday i am quite pissed over my mum cos she kept on calling me over my brother scholarship.seriously i am so busy with work and she keep calling me to fann me abt this issue and i relai snap at her man.
i have looked through the orientation package on sat and i have decided to go for my mse camp and uoc camp.so in total it cost $95. thought its kinda ex to spend so much money on camp, but i rather stay out of home for 2 weeks rather than to stay at home and let my mum nag and scold.so for tat 2 weeks, i shall enjoy freedom.hooray..