~thinking bac of wat i did for him~

yesterday left work at 5pm exactly cos got to rush for piano class.but before my class, i went to shop a while so go IMM to see if i can buy anything in this Great spore sales season.apparently there isnt much tat i can buy cos those that are on sales are not nice.The make up lesson yesterday was kinda stress cos i have to play well to prove to my teacher tat i got improvement, but apparently,the stress made it worst..it makes me more panic, so ended up my playing gets reali horrible and full of mistakes here and there in the piano pieces.then my teacher said tat this is all i can help u..its up to u whether u wan to learn or not.at times, i reali feel tat u dun trust me (As in i always dun follow his instructions )..aiya i dun say i never trusted his teachings..its all his imagination lo.after which had to rush to my student house to teach.since yesterday i was reali tired, i wasnt putting much attention to my teaching, worst still one part i almost thought my student the wrong things, but later i realised tat i taught her the wrong things.so i said sorry to her for teaching her the wrong stuff and she said bac "shouldnt teachers be perfect ?'" then i told her "pls la, teachers are also human beings and they do make mistakes also .."anway just now was reading mo mo ren blog..i reali feel happy for him..reali..but i have reali questioned myself wat i have done for him in the past?it seems tat i reali did nothing for him..ok,tat's shows how bad a gf am i..anyway its the past liao.so no pt looking bac cos its not as if its possible between us again.kay tat's all for now.