~my feelings was revived~

mon woke up kinda late then after which pei my dad to the hospital for his hua liao and to find out more abt his condition...so basically tat day practically i do most of the talking with the nurses and doctor cos my parents cant speak english so basically i have to speak to them on behalf..and now finally i know wat type of cancer he is suffering from le..its call bladder tumor which the doctor considered as rather mild cancer..and the causes of this cancer is largely due to long inhaletion of smoke from the surrounding or ppl around u...and the doctor deduced tat he kenna this tumor is largely becos of his working environment..hai~ so bo bian wat else can he do man..my dad already kana this kind of tumor le..initally i still thought was prostrate cancer so was super worried for him cos its kinda serious case man..and tat day i saw so many ah pei-s of my dad age going for urinary treatment then i know they sure kana tat illness liao just like my dad..then now every mon he gonna go NUH for his hua liao man..and tat day once he did the treatment his face turn very pale man but generally he still seems ok lei, not as weak as much ppl say..tat time when the doctor was explaining to me abt my dad condition i suddenly felt tat how gd is it if i were to have some biology background..at least i could understand wat he is talking abt..so i told him i reali couldnt understand a single thing depsite explaining to me for quite long..so eventually he drew a bladder pict for me..haha ! then i finally can understand..think i need visual aids to help me understand man..

then after which reach home le then rush to NTU to jog with xxx..i think i got abit "Dian dao" by his muscles yesterday cos its super big...then yesterday he was playing monkey bar and i was kinda memerized by guys who can do alot of pull up and monkey bar cos i myself cant do ma..so i envy ppl who can do pull up and monkey bar very well..but yesterday running around the whole NTU route is indeed super tiring man..but we stopped most of the time cos teng wee coudnt take it..but at least we did sweat so its not so bad then after tat went to the ah fang coffee shop to have some drink and chatted til like 1am before heading to the prime super market to buy some chocolates..then reach home abt 1.30am

then today morning i was still sleeping then received audris call cos she is helping me to find job too..so ended up cant went bac to sleep liao..but duno why today super alot of ppl call me lo when past few days practically no one or just one or two called me up for job..so past few days i was kinda demoralised when i send out so many resumes then none got bac to me,.but today i keep on receiving phone calls from morning til late evening man..duno why either..suddenly there are influx of jobs for me to do man..and surprising i got 4 agents to help me find job lo...and i feel reali apologetic and sorry to jason cos i promised him on the day when i pei my dad to see the doctor tat i will confirm wan the job...but how will i expect tat today i am offered with 2 jobs at the same time man..so i am kinda hard to make decision man..one is to choose to work with friend or to stick with my principles since i already promised him and moreover he is a reali nice agent whom i know him for 2 yrs plus liao..so abit pei seh to break promise cos in future i know i sure blacklisted by him liao and he wont trust me anymore since this time i can break my promise..so i told him i decided to give up tat job and he was reali angry with me..haiz...so i reali said sorry to him cos i feel very bad cos he has to clean up the mess tat i made..he got to account to the company (F & N)why i last min backup..i can onli say tat i am very very very sorry jason...ur job came too late..i think in future i cant kao him for jobs anymore since i have gave up the trust tat he has for me and he is reali the nicest agent among the agent i seen before..when i was speaking to him on the phone i felt reali guilty man..how how?haiz..wat's done cant be undone..so basically i have taken up the job at NUH le as some temperature screener job..duno wat the job scope is like either but heck la, as long as slack job can le..then some more got friends pei me work together i think my work life sure not bored liao.. ;) whee !

then today went to little india to pei the gers do threading..after which went off to tampines to shop, but bought nothing man..then when to the fox warehouse sale..but the clothes all quite cui so bought nothing home..in the next few days time i will start work liao..yipee ! finally got money liao and i can earn some money for my trip le !