~work at NUH~

haiz..now i everyday also work..hardly got time to even go out for shopping or go out with friend lo cos shift work is always so last min and we are always inform last min abt the timing..so now reali cant confirm when i am available lo..and i am super duper tired though this job is kinda brainless..first day at work is kent ridge area and there super slack and i felt like i am in heaven getting free pay but its super tiring standing the whole day without resting...and lots of aunties are on duty with us tat day so its kinda gd cos they like to snatch job duties so let them be more hardworking lo then we younsters shall slack at one corner..haha..then sec day was at main lobby but heng it was a public holiday so not much ppl..today was the worst of all cos i reali worked non stop from the minute i start til my shift ends til my back ache..i think this job wont last for long le cos i doubt i can endure the long hours of standing cos i think in time to come i will hurt my bac if i continue to stand so long for many hours without resting..and worst till today so many ppl dash into the hospital at one shot and i super busy like siao cos need to entertain their enquires and some were reali pissed with the long queue and kept on complaining.aiya watever la.its none of my business..i just need to do watever i am supposed to do..duno how to entertain them then i shall ask my supervisor to entertain them..anyway i think now this job kinda risky man cos its turning orange zone le but duno why i still dun feel the scare-ness lei..but i need to find a job first before i quit this current job.haiz.i kinda regretted now tat i gave up my F& N job when i could secure at least a month of job..so now i will try to work on sun cos its double the pay.so its super worth it man though my back will hurt like mad if i were to stand for 10hrs continuously..but heck la i am going to eat snake half way through..dun care !! today we are supposed to start work at 7.30 de but we came early to sign our attendance then after which went to find a place to sleep before starting work at 8.30..whee so we earn an hour free.next time i shall do tat more often if my shift were to start from 7.30am..

then yesterday was supposed to go east coast cycling de, but ended up me and hm was working so we joined them for dinner instead at parkway to eat swensens to celebrate el and kency bday.and we ate ice crean and some main course..super sinful man.so today i never eat anything..haha..and after we went to play pool..but i never play cos i think i super noob at this de lo..later sure drag down my team mate..

today was supposed to meet ch for the free movie preview at 12pm and after which attend his church service at 5.30pm.but later i realised tat i need to work tat time.so bo bian have to cancel le.haiz..but duno why the sparks has gone man cos before uni starts the sparks was still there,now duno why after kinda long never contact each other le somehow the sparks has died off..haiz..alot of times i duno wat's the feeling of like cos its been reali long time tat i like someone.or rather sometimes i am confused if i reali like him or not.cos its is just a crush or i do reali feel for him..sometimes i just couldnt make a decision.and yes i kinda envy ppl who are attached now cos they have company now since we are having holiday..so got more time to spend time with each other..and sometimes i dun reali know if i am nice to the guy or not lei..cos i treat everyone the same even though i might like the guy cos i dun wan to be obvious..one of my guy friend did said to me once before.if u like the guy u should drop at least some hint wat..at least the guy would know.if not forever the guy wont know then everything will just suan ler..haiz..duno la..maybe i will just wait for him to realised ba one day..

haiz..tml i am working alone without hm for 10hrs continously..can die man !