Thursday, October 21, 2010

~i am so stressed~

haiz today is alrdy thur ! and i have yet to start revising anything..and i still left so many online lect to catch up...nt to mention abt the project ! haiz i tink the 05 proj is just freaking wasting time.super emo now, cos doesnt seems to be able to finish my stuff one..and today project meeting was kinda not effective cos end up everyone was doing their own stuff rather than discussing how to start the proj..haiz 2 days in a row wasted my time..cos the day before went smu to do, but apparently i was too tired and couldnt concentrate cos the day before i didnt sleep at all.so yeah was freaking hell tired.at times i just felt tat i am damn useless in the grp cos apparently i cant really contribute anything..or rather most of them are just too smart liao ..i felt totally useless and dumb inside the grp..haiz...anw today met up wif agnes in sch..she look super tired too ! and she say my face look kinda stress up and pek chek..and i told ya indeed i am very pek chek cos it seems tat i always have endless things to do...and i am really getting really tired of it..anw nxt wk gonna met up wif playmate for dinner..hopefully he can help me destress abit..somewat this joker always make me happier wif his lame jokes..lol..

anw recently in tat wsc camp, this guy was saying tat i look like i am someone from takwando..lol i was wondering which aspect of me seems tat i am from takewando?? so he trying to say tat i very muscular and strong? LOL ..honestly speaking i cant see myself being a takewando member..i guess perhaps i am kinda big size and look like someone who can protect myself..but anw i asked him in return, i look sporty meh to be a takewando memeber..then he said ya abit..haha then i laughed out, then yc was down there who begged to agree, cos i am not really a sports person..but then i do exercise, but not those vigourous one la.once a while will play abit of sports when i feel like it.but i guess over the yrs i am getting more sporty, cos of my change in personality..sm also said tat among our clique, it seems tat onli me and hm looks sporty , the rest seems like they dun exercise, which is very true ! LOL. alrights, perhaps i need to tanned more..

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