~i must be crazy to chat with him for so long~

i tink things have been pretty funny..cos recently kept bumping into agnes in the library..honestly, i tink both of us click really well..talk alot of rubbish and laugh like no one business..if i have entered into uni the same yr as her tat will be gd man, but sadded, i entered 2 yrs later..so i asked her :" eh where's ur friends?? then she thought for a while, saying who are actually her friends in uni.." wa this sounds really bad..perhaps i am lucky aleast i do have a uni clique of friends, else i sure emo and damn sad one..but apparently she dun feels anything at all..hmm..

then thur went to teach chemistry for my student as her N level are coming in this mon..apparently both of us click really well though of our 7 yrs age diff..cos she was saying " come, piano teacher let's study together even though of our huge age diff and topics tat we chat.." then i laughed out, cos she is just funny la..so tat nite stayed til 10 plus and her mum book a taxi home for me..kinda nice of her, but seriously tat area is an industrial area, so basically u can see any females after work office..all would be the blanga ppl..so i would be a be scared too la..

then fri nite which was ytd i cant imagine tat i actually talk rubbish to tat damien from 11.30pm-3.30am.crap man, we talk 4 hrs of really crap..i cant believe this..he told me smt, he says life is short, so just go for him..wa lao why is everyone telling me all these..cos i myself not really certain if i like him or nt, cos i nv talk to him before...i need to know his character first before i can decide if i like him or nt..and tat damien wanted to help me out during their tennis training, which i tink will make things worst ! cos u know wat kind of person i am what..if the person knows tat i like him, i will sure avoid and siam him..cos i am seriously too shy and pei seh to face him.. and moreover if he likes me just becos i like him, then it will be worst, cos i dun like tat kind of feeling..aiya watever just hope tat damien dun make things worst can alrdy..if not i can really jump down the river alrdy !