~thinking something..~

Was watching zhen qing in the evening. Xiaoan still missies her ex-gf, joan even though he is currently attached..his current gf is veri nian towards him, which make him feel veri irritaing..but his ex gf still misses him a lot too..so she decided to pick up her courage to call up and meet up with xiaoan..initally he feels veri confused who should he choose to be with, but after clearing up the misunderstanding, they became together again..and his choice is to break up with his current gf becosshe uses underhand ways to win his feelings towards her..in the end, they reali became together..so sweet sia..in the show they sae tat the presence of the current gf is planned by the god, just to test them how much and deep they feel for each other, maybe for me, its my parents..so does true luv reali exist?? Not long ago, I came abt this phrase when I was reading an eassy, "its better to be luv than not to be luv at all.."sounds meaningful to me after I read it..agree??kay, I think guang and ester cant reali last tat long cos I can see tat ester is veri nian towards him..maybe he do feel irritated at times..i also duno..i did ask him b4 does he feel nian, he dun dare to giv comments..anyway I thik tat initally guys will treat their gf super gd, after a month they will tend to bo chap their gf liao..true??I think tat this honey moon period can onli last for a while onli, not forever..anyway at times I do feel tat ester is abit jealous when he talked to us..maybe he dun know tat but to gers we can see clearly becos gers can understand gers better..ya??anyway if even if he is the last guy on earth, I will also not wan him becos I think he is veri er xin to me..ksy this weekend reali busy sia..got lots of stuff to do man..esp the gp, spend so much time on the comp..hai~~and chem just suxs becos I hate chem!!!!!