bessie is reali a veri nice person..on tues, she called me to borrow some maths..tat day she thought tat i was sick cos my throat deosnt feel gd tat day as i was talking to her, then after tat she came to my house with a packet of strepsils..i was pretty touched by her, even though tat pkt of sweets doesnt cost much..i seldom see ppl so nice to me, even bought strepsils for me when my throat isnt feeling gd..haha, maybe tat's wat i call sincerity ba..price of gifts doesnt reali matter, most imptly is sincerity coming from the bottom of our heart..
yesterday went home with her again after cca..its just amazing tat we could talk abt mr C all the way from yishun to boon lay, since she was asking me abt him..i told her everything since i feel tat there is nothing to hide abt even though i was the one being dumped eventually..anyway tat was the past and i should just continue to be the current me..i told her abt how we break up and all those and she also sae she salute me becos of the way of breakup..why arh?i thought couples who nned to break up has to face to face, becos i feel tat it should be the correct way, instead of sending sms or whatever method of breaking up..seriously i duno wat's the norm of how to break up with a person before the break up, i just do wat i think and feel is correct..anyway if there would be a chance again in future, i will still do the same way..i shall just maintained this uniqueness of breaking up with a person..haha..maybe i am starting to know why does his relationship always so short..maybe i do know the ans..
she was saeing tat i look like someone who isnt devoted towards relationship, judging by loooks, but she said tat once she knows me well, she said tat i am actually quite a devoted person..haha, tat's onli true to some extent..i always sae this and tat guy veri handsome but i usually dont mean wat i sae..she was asking me if i would like such a nice guy like oys..hmmm..my ans is nope cos feelings is something hard to explain..like means like and dun like means dun like..no matter how gd he is, no feelings means no feelings..moreover i dun reali like guys to be younger than me..yh was saeing tat she predict tat i will take after my mother's path..haha, tat's hard to sae..imagine tat my parents age gap is 14 yrs old and they even manage to stay together until now, its condsider quite gd liao..
need to perform some "Magic show"..need to give my leader a reply by fri..seriously dun reali want to join leh cos lately going to be quite busy..got exams coming up in 1.5 weeks time, yet haven prepare yet..and this thing will be eating up lots of my time till 11 feb..but i dun know how to open my mouth to sae i dun wan cos afterall she is my friend..i am just scared tat i might hurt her feelings cos she is veri enthu in this..
anyway next week reali busy..maybe need to sleep lesser le..
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