mr chua keep callin my name as "qing ming" and i reali dun like it!! somehow i heard some guys behind my class laughing at my name and yes i dun like it..
past few days were looking at this guy..duno why, dun think i like him but i just feel like looking at this guy from far apart..and yes he is 1 yr younger than me..he is just average looking, tanned, look sporty to me but duno if he is sporty or not..and actually we do know each other lah..but lately i want to avoid him, but instead i always keep bumping into him when i want to avoid him..why arh?the more we dun wan to see the person then the more god let u see him.. and tat's bad..
kay, dun think i have feelings for mr C anymore after i came to know tat thing..and yes i finally did it given my determination and i have finally decided to face reality le..i will just move on..even though i stil read hs blog, it doesnt mean tat i still like hjm, i just want to know what's happening around him, just like wat i always do with my friends..dun think i will ever meet him again..unless we decide to meet up one day. probably the break up was the last day we get to see each other le..last time not counted cos i also not sure if i have seen him or not..ya, but seriously even if i want to meet up. but i dun dare to open my mouth to ask him out to eat lunch or wat..maybe i shall just wait for this day to come ba..but yes, i do cherish this friend of mine afterall i did learn abit from him..bessie was saying tat i am abit matured yet childish and naive compared to others..haha..tat's was the first time i heard tat..yesterday the cca super sian loh..presentation abit sian, and there is 5 new comers, all quite nerd looking..ya there isnt any shuai ge..anyway they quite enthu lah, not like us,ya u know i know can liao..no need to sae..but seriously i think this cca quite pathetic lah, ya man, duno why i join this cca also..hai~
CNY eve going to chinatown at nite, probably to eat and buy stuff..maybe will try to dress up abit tat day cos afterall its new year so must look pretty abit..ya..maybe if got ppl invite me to their house to eat steamboat, then i will go..otherwise will stay at home to rest for the 3 days cos i think i will be quite tired after the block test..dun reali go visting cos there is some family problems between my relatives and us, some sort break ties liao..so i dun have much ang baos..sometimes even less than $30..and now got some fun raising in sch..
yesterday during the enrichment period was the time we zhuo bo..we are supposed to tell our buddy abt 3 things tat they duno abt us..then i talk crap loh..saying tat i am 18 this yr, going to be 19 soon..and 10 yr down will be married..they laugh but tat's wat i can taught abt mah..ya sound abit bull shit..miss lim wanted us to break the barrier of mixing around with onli our sex gender but seriously i find it difficult..afterall i am still closer to gers..u will often see me sticking to gers but now guys..unless tat guy is my bf lah, then different case..and i was made the PE rap, ya this is quite a nice post..i was one when i was in my jc1 in 2004..seriously why ppl always ask me to bve PE rap when i dun look sporty and on at all..most of time i like to nuah and slack..ya..
yesterday also saw mun shee, ya became prettier cos she dyed and permed her hair..just said hi to her then i we go liao cos she seems to be in a hurry, maybe to meet her bf?
tml no need to come sch..quite shiok lah, but this weekend is crucial cos got lots of things to study..need to cramp 3 subjects information in this few days..die sia..
hey ya, anybody interested to come my sch sort of "Funfair" on 11/2 can msg me..duno if is it going to be nice but there will be food on tat day but need to pay lah..yup tat's all..
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