mr chua keep callin my name as "qing ming" and i reali dun like it!! somehow i heard some guys behind my class laughing at my name and yes i dun like it..
past few days were looking at this guy..duno why, dun think i like him but i just feel like looking at this guy from far apart..and yes he is 1 yr younger than me..he is just average looking, tanned, look sporty to me but duno if he is sporty or not..and actually we do know each other lah..but lately i want to avoid him, but instead i always keep bumping into him when i want to avoid him..why arh?the more we dun wan to see the person then the more god let u see him.. and tat's bad..
kay, dun think i have feelings for mr C anymore after i came to know tat thing..and yes i finally did it given my determination and i have finally decided to face reality le..i will just move on..even though i stil read hs blog, it doesnt mean tat i still like hjm, i just want to know what's happening around him, just like wat i always do with my friends..dun think i will ever meet him again..unless we decide to meet up one day. probably the break up was the last day we get to see each other le..last time not counted cos i also not sure if i have seen him or not..ya, but seriously even if i want to meet up. but i dun dare to open my mouth to ask him out to eat lunch or wat..maybe i shall just wait for this day to come ba..but yes, i do cherish this friend of mine afterall i did learn abit from him..bessie was saying tat i am abit matured yet childish and naive compared to others..haha..tat's was the first time i heard tat..yesterday the cca super sian loh..presentation abit sian, and there is 5 new comers, all quite nerd looking..ya there isnt any shuai ge..anyway they quite enthu lah, not like
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