thur nite i could have supposedly slept earlier cos i have nothing to watch tat day and somehow i managed to came home earlier tat day after teaching piano..tat day i went to my student's house to teach and halfway through she wanted to eat dinner since she say tat she was hungry liao..so she asked me to join her for dinner..initally i was quite reluctant cos its not very nice to eat dinner at ppl's house ma..so both of us ate popiah for dinner and we DIY it ourselves..but my popiah looks ugly and out of shape as compared to my student's one cos this is my first time wrapping popiah.haha..then while i was eating, her mum came to the kitchen and saw me...she was asking me if i reali cant teach her daughter ah..then i told her tat i wanted to teach from scratch (As in beginner stage) cos i just graduated one yr plus bac, so cant possibly ask me to teach someone who is already quite gd..then her mum was saying tat i musnt quit half way teaching her current older daughter cos she says tat she dun wan to find another piano teacher le.and yes i promised her..if i wanted to give up on this student i would have given up on her..thinking bac i tink i have taught her for almost a yr le..but seriously i feel kinda bad after hearing from her older sis tat she felt sad after knowing tat i dun wan to continue with her anymore..cos she felt tat i dun wan her..haiz..so i feel kinda guilty and msg her ..=(
then 12am tat thur nite when i saw my results i was super sad cos my gpa drop super alot and this time results is reali super cui and bad..got grades ranging from A to D..actually i already knew tat i will did badly this time cos when i did all the papers i roughly know how will i get for tat paper..true enough tat i was rite to guess tat my physics is the best paper among all and my computing is the most badly done paper.haiz..then my mum keep nagging and scolding me for my results when i was already so sad liao..so got reali pissed with her man..and moreover when i heard all my friends getting so gd my mood got even worst and became more sad..but thanks contruction worker for consoling me and hm tat day..though his words didnt reali make us better cos the results wont change in anyway, nevertheless still thanks joe ;) he still thought i will cry over it, but i say i wont de la cos cry also no use..its not as if cry le then results will change like tat, but feeling sad is confirm will de la.cos i feel tat this sem i put in more effort to study than last sem when last sem i was seriously sleeping most of the time and last min the piah hard de..but i guess this sem i did study but end up when its near to exam i didnt study everything finish.so lesson learnt le, next sem i must make sure tat i study everything to play safe cos i dun wan make another mistake again.. tat nite chatted with him til 3.30 am til almost 4am..and the next day when i got to work i almost fell asleep when i was outside working at the counter cos tat day slept onli abt 2.5hrs nia.so kinda jialat and moreover i have been consistently not sleeping for many hours for many days le.so after so many days of accumulating ytd is the most jialat and i look seriously like a zombie now man..but at least today sat i woke up slightly later cos heng my shift was afternoon shift..
then ytd was at work felt better so those guys are around to entertain and cheer us up and somehow forgotton our sad-ness.yeah so ytd i was so tired tat i wanted to go home to sleep after work but once i got reminded of tat my mum would surely nag at me once i got home for my lousy results then i deided to stay out after work and go shopping..so yeah went to suntec city to shop and somehow tat day i got lost while taking bus to suntec cos my brain was half awake nia..then i got off at the wrong bus stop and later decided to walk to suntec since its just a bus stop away from where i alighted wrongly..then halfway through the journey when i was walking along pavement of the nicoll highway, i saw an 80 + old lady and she fell down when she was walking cos her bac was totally not straight (In fact it was slanted) and she cant even walk straight so hav to walk slanted..wah and she fell down on the grass..when i saw tat i was like omg..so i decided to stop awhile and see wat's wrong with her..so i helped her out and she pleaded me to pei her walk across tat expressway..and i told her i cant do tat cos its super dangerous..and moreover with her walking speed, by the time she walk halfway the cars would have reach us le.haiz. so tat point of time i felt so helpless as in how should i go abt helping her cross tat expressroad when she just wanted to cross tat road since her house is just opposite the express way..so i saw an overhead bridge which wass freaking far from where we are and so i told her tat i will pei her walk up tat overhead bridge but she says tat her legs cant take it cos she is old and weak liao..wah when i heard tat i was totally freak out and helpless cos i reali duno how can i help this kelian old lady..and moreover she onli understand dialet and i can onli understand abit of wat she is saying.and most of the time i couldnt understand wat she was talking abt.so i bo bian i decided to pei her walk towards tat overhead bridge and halfway through lots of ppl travelling along the express way did stop by to see wat's is happening cos i was giving them tat kelian look hoping tat someone could help me carry tat old lady cos she is reali super heavy and my bac hurts abt holding on to her for very long.so heng got this nice contruction site guy came to my rescue and helped me with this old lady and he said tat its best tat we call the police since we cant possibly dump her there after helping her cross tat overhead brigde since tat old lday cant rmb her address of her house and any contact no tat we can contact her family members..and i reali felt very kelian for the ah ma cos she told me tat she walked all the way to pray at the temple near bugis and walk from there to suntec tat area..wah i reali salute her man cos its super hot and she reali can take it and walk so much ! so after tat the police came and somehow those policemen are all super young de, so they cant reali understand dialet too but heng tat old lady can speak malay so somehow can communicate with tat malay policewoman..after which i duno how things ended up with tat ah ma cos they say they no need me liao so i just went off to my suntec though initally i was still thinking of pei-ing them to send tat ah ma home.anway this encounter reali made me feel tat old ppl are reali super fragile when they aged..i am reali scared tat one day if my dad is like tat ah ma, then its reali super kelian man..she can hardly walk much and no one is there to help her cos which dumb ppl will walk along the expressway for no reason unless u got off at the wrong bustop just like me lo..so i think everything was a blessing in disguise..if i wasnt there to help tat old lady i think tat day she can never get home man..;( cos she would be stuck at tat expressway..
alrights i gonna go off to work le..haiZ.
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