fri came home veri late cos i was still angry with her..so i purposely dun wan go home so early..i finished my lessons at 12.30 but i onli reached home at abt 8 plus like tat..after celebrating family day with my class ppl then me and tanu went gai gai..then on my way saw my ex 106 classmates.., then we went je together..then after we finished our shopping, we went to the library to find them, then sat down there to do hw..there reali gd place to study and relaxed..like the environment alot..
when i reached home no one asked me why i am home so late, which is gd..i didnt talked to her neither do she talked to me..but later somehow we quarrel again..she called my CT and tell her wat i did..i was angry loh..just think tat wat she did is veri childish..she dun respect how i feel then why should i respect her..i just hate ppl tat if they are wrong just admit it..she always wan to win no matter wat, cos she is the mother and i am the child..i do hav my wrong doings but she also does hav just by way she said..then when i told her tat other ppl mpther always encourage their chid when they do badly, but for her she just look down on me and despise me..when i said tat she kept quiet..so wat i said was correct lah in other words..anyway i just sae out watever i feel like saying..my dad was just stuck in the middle..he did sae my mum and me..then i told her tat in future if i am able to earn money, i will moved out of the house if she continues to be like this..cos i reali canot tahan her sia..anyway after 21, i will be an adult liao..wat can she do to me..
my mind still thinks if mr A..i did tell myself tat i shouldnt be thinking of him anymore..but wo zhuo bu dao even though i know tat he is finding his other half cos he no longer young liao..but ppl always sae tat luv is blind..i am just blinded by luv deeply this time i should sae..so tats the sad thing..seriously i still find it sad tat we hav to go seperate ways becos mainly of external factors..not sure if there is internal factors..
then sae was crying terribly cos i quarell with her again..just find tat i cant click with her...she just wan to find fault with me and torture me..she wanted to kill me initally, not sure if she is seriously, but i just sae if u dare at most u just ended to jail wat..i die also never mind..at tat time i was feeling terribly sad..i wished tat there would be person to lend his shoulder to me for crying, but there is no one..so i just hav to sit at no corner of room's wall to cry and sob..i feel so tong ku, when can i ever leave this house where i find no warmed at all..my mind just keep thinking of mr A when i cry..when is this ever going to end..hai~~~=(
then todae came sch onli for 3 lessons..wa lao so lame loh..come all the way just for maths..seriously nowadays i am losing interest for maths liao..duno why maybe is becos of the teacher ba..so bored and duno how to teach..last yr ms ong reali attract most of my attention..hai~~so sad tat she is not my maths teacher liao..then gp todae also zhuo bo..onli got 3 of us..the 2 other guys didnt came..then think tat our class got 2 couples coming together liao..one has already formed liao..the other seems like..not veri sure also..but hopefully he can manage to win her heart..see him so kelian kana rejected 7 times by gers liao..
from last week i hav feeling veri slacked..duno why..no motivation to study sia..every things seems so sian for me..i am now just waiting for tanu to finish her lessons then can go home together..waiting for 4 to come..finally reaching liao..at last..studied just now until so sian so decided to type my blog..sian tml must come sch onli for 1 test..even more bo liao..after which maybe eat breakfast with them ..
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