Learn something tat cant be found in the textbk..once u are a failure, ppl wil always marked u as someone who is a failure..i realised tat the world is reali realistic from wat happened so far this yr..i onli realised tat onli this yr..u never know how failure is like until u experienced it..but most impt thing is tat after falling u must learn to climb up with ur best..my dad was right..i never appreciate wat he saes in the past until recently tat teacher saes such things then I started reviewing wat he saes..though I seldom talk to my dad but I respect him veri much cos he taught me lots of learning experiences..this yr quite a no of things has happened..indeed the breakup has made me into a more mature person, I should sae..i hav learnt to view things differently and things aren’t as simple as wat I think..maybe I am just slow and stupid to realise tat in the past becos I hav never experienced failure b4..maybe the failure reali hit me hard..
Then I reali waiting for the A levels to finish faster cos I reali wan to slack and do nothing else and not touching those retarded bks. I wan to enjoy life..got sick of this tiring life liao..seeing mi xue with her ah bing ge bf so loving, makes me so envy of her,,they spent their time on the cruise..wa so sweet and romantic sia..=)then for robinson, wa he changed so much, not to mention tat he has become so gd looking after dying his hair..his gf also look chio plus they look compatible..rafie also found a Chinese gf…actually he is a mix blood wat..so doesn’t matter his gf is Chinese or not..anyway they changed a lot after finishing jc..one girl even have a make over and practically tat doesn’t even look like her at all..then after As see if my mum wan to sponser me to go Indonesia..if she wans then maybe I go bac for a month..then maybe sat after As will do volunteer work for mr wong since I promised him plus he helped us quite a number a times liao..i must return something to him by doing volunteer work..then can also learn some skills from him..his so pro in his comp, then can teach me..
Then one of my relative came to Singapore for work purposes from Australia..then he still rmbs my name..last time when I am young, I used to “play” with him..i still rmb tat I always dun let him sleep and like to disturb him..duno why tat time I so playful and naughty sia to do such stupid and pei seh things..anyway he is now 27 yrs old..wa time flies reali fast..he wan to find a gf tat is rich then can help him..wa lao eh like tat not gd sia..later ppl will talk behind ur bac tat he lives on women money..then he gav us chocolates..
Then on dialogue on tues, got counsellor election..eee..some ppl sae how gd they can serve the sch and boost abt wat leadership post they hav in sec sch..i see already immediately switch off..just think tat they veri thick skin to sae such things..they not pei seh one ah..anyway I cant be bothered also..i just just follow whatever yh picks on..then later got house election, I sat into the cambera house when I belong to the pierce house..anyway they also duno which house I belong to so I just heck care and sneak in..i just vote for guys who are cute and yan dao and gers who are cute and funny..by rite, tat shouldn’t be the way to vote ppl, but never mind lah cos I dun even belong to the grp wat..i gave a vote to my eye candy “han han” but I dun hav feelings for him..just think he is cute gd..
Then me and yh yesterday went to find ms lim at 5.30pm..during tat time yh went to the loo to do her big business, then ms lim asked me how come I retained..then I tell her tat last yr I as too tired to do anything once I reached home,,then I told her the truth tat last yr I didn’t even do her tutorial and most of it were copied from other ppl..she told me tat she knew tat and said tat our class were veri “United” in copying..so moral of the story is tat never copying homework…copying too much is bad..it will onli make u retained with tat heck care attitude.. but never mind I learnt my lesson liao..no wonder my dad saes “ u will never know failure until u experience tat urself..”
Then think tat she veri cute and nice teacher ..anyways like to show us her 2 bao bei cats in her hp whenever we find her..think her bf veri fortunate to found her, a nice and patient teacher..anyway its gd tat my attitude towards work has changed GREATLY, I think..i should keep up the gd work..
Then todae was walking to sch with wee ping..then she started asking me abt him cos tanu told her abt tat , but anyway I am feeling better liao..at least I hav learn to accept the fact..and stop crying..cos tanu told me tat “ wat for crying when ppl dun even cry for u..u are just wasting ur tears..” kay tat reali knock me into my senses..then I think wat she said was rite then I became better..anyway thx for ur concern tanu =)..haha..so happy tat at least got ppl to care for me..luckily last time I didn’t pang seh my friends most of the time for him if not I will be veri miserable now..so conclusion is never give more time to ur other half...time should be shared equally with both ur friends and ur other half..ur other half can leave u any time but not ur friens..they will always be there for u no matter wat..
Then todae chem. Lesson, all teachers on course, then we do our given hw together in the study area..haha they veri funny..we sat together and talked in grps..the guys were veri fuuny..then during gp lesson the veterans grouped together..then tat ch cut hair..at least he look more stylish..then he veri funny sia anyways make me laugh..then we were joking and suaning each other..wa lao he laugh at me cos my eng lousy than him and yet I can pass but not him..wa lao kan sway me..anyway I make him bac by drawing a smiliy face on his test paper..think tat the next guy I will fall for might be him..i also duno..now still haven maybe in time to come when the feelings develops..
Then tml maybe go see star wars cos ch they all wanted to watch..justin, aik bin also going..i feel veri sian to watch leh..i also duno the start and u ask me to watch the ending part..then I will be veri blur..aiya duno also should I go..see if yh wans to go then I go..maybe can go there then will hav interaction with them then can improve relationship hor..haha..
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