exams are never ending and veri soon in a month time the prelims are coming..wah sian, tat will be the time when i will start to panic cos A levels are coming reali near by tat time.maybe when its near A levels, then i will start ponning sch again cos i need more time to do my own study and revision..seriously my mum isnt veri strict with my studies now,so i kinda slack abit without her strict discipline..weekends and weekdays tend to nuah abit which is bad cos i always tell myself tat i will study veri veri hard during the weekends cos weekdays i usually do nothing once i reach home..now worst still..when i reach home i will watch a korean serial cos i reali addicted to watching it le and i cant skip any single episode...hai~but at least weekend i did do something..though not alot but i will continue to build up the strive harder..tat brother of mine is reali a distracter, whenever he comes home, i will be distracted cos he will on the comp and watch tv, and i will walk around to see wat he is doing..
last sat went bac to my music sch to pay the fees tat i owe them.at the same time talk to my piano teacher..then she gave me a counselling session again..wah sian de lah, i also duno wat should i choose for my future career..even though giving me another one yr to think abt it, i will also have no idea wat i want to do in future..many at times i will choose things tat i think can earn lots of money, but many at times i might not like tat job..never mind abt it..maybe i haven reali sort out wat i like cos usually my goals changes veri fast and frequently..
how its feels when ppl call me "xiao jie"?? ya of cos i feels old lah..though it seems tat i am the onli older student in the entire music sch, but they no need to call me "xiao jie" wat..and i didnt know tat they are calling me til they change their way of calling me to ms lee..but at tat point of time i still duno they are calling me cos i am not used to ppl calling me tat cos its just too formal..and fri when i went to a shop to buy some things then they call me xiao jie too despite the fact tat i am wearing a uniform..wah, do i reali look tat old?? in sch i think maybe yes cos this current batch of gers look reali young..many looks quite nerd ah, i am not trying to be mean but its the truth..i pity the future batch cos the sch is going to make the gers even more nerd judging from the way they want the females students to length their skirts..
hai~~life is kinda bored now..hardly there is one tat i can talk to in sch now..guys friends cant reali understand how ger's think..so forget abt talking troubles to them..i cant wait for A levels to finish cos i reali want to get away from the paper chase as soon as possible, not to mention tat i hope to get away from the paper chase in uni..after tat i reali hope to do something tat i like..
yesterday i saw a news on SMU and tanu was featured on the newspaper..i was kinda shocked why she was on the newspaper..haha..
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