last fri sch ended early somehow so i decided to do some work in sch before going home since i always dun do anything once i reach home..wanted to stay in the library to do my work but since the library was closed for parent meeting session, so bo bian have to find somewhere to do..so i sat alone at the tables outside the Lecture thearte cos 2 of my friends didnt came sch tat day and my the other friend was still having lesson..somehow at tat moment, my eyes unknownly became watery cos i started thinking of the days i spend in yj..indeed it is a tough challenge for me going through life now..and of cos thinking of ur friends who are entering uni this week for orientation makes me even sad when u still have to carry on in sch..sitting there at the table make me recall alot of things..having staying in sch in which evironment is full of strangers to me made things worst cos i find it hard talking to ppl since most of them are strangers to me..hai..cant wait to get out of sch after the A levels..
sat morning went to ntu for some bank matters..tat day saw many graduates wearing their graduation suits standing outside the library..at tat moment i was wondering when will i ever get to wear the suit and the gradutation hat..and of cos it looks cool =) tat day also saw lots of people going in groups, i presume they are having some orientation cos it reali seems to be like one.. last weekend was also one tat is not easy to get over with cos the whole family keeps engaging in quarrel and mum keep saying tat if she reali cant take it then she will go bac indo and stop coming bac to singapore..if she decides to do so, i also wont stop her, neither does my dad wants to stop her as said by him..of cos if u are not happy, u can leave anytime u wish too, anyway i also have enough of ur nonsense..my dad was also saying tat cooking and taking care of the household is her obligations since she is a full time HOUSEWISE, but instead she keeps complaining this and tat until i cant tahan..so she keep finding fault with everyone in the family, first was me, after which was my dad then my brother..she keep scolding me for tat lousy results tat i get and keep saying things tat will insult and demoralized ppl..this is something tat i will expect from her since she always kan sway me..of cos i let her say all she wants since i dun wish to waste my saliva arguing with her..sometimes i reali hope my dad shouldnt have married her cos my dad and her are just two extreme ends..its just not possible between them given their two different characters..hai~~~
todae everyone was so tend up in their gromming cos they say if they cuaght ppl who are not attired properly then have to go for half day suspension..aiya i also dun bother abt such things cos i find it reali bo liao ah..even though i might be at a high risk of getting caught of coloured hair, but i just bo chap and go to sch as it is..the sch is threatening ppl til i also sian of it liao..
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