this weekend was kind of reali slack man though i knew tat i still got 2 more papers to go..duno why i am not tat piah as before..maybe i study before liao, so my perception was "Why study so hard when i have studied it before.." though its not the right mindset, but seriously its damn sian to read the same thing over and over again lah..fri and sat i did nothing at all, but sun onwards i started to piah like mad liao cos i realised tat i no time to revise everything..hai~the 2 papers are another disappointment man..physics another gone case paper..chemistry didnt study properly and no time to finish the paper....aiya watever, i will stop thinking abt it since everything is over..
sat was piano lesson..suddenly i felt so stress when my teacher decides to go the exam style..oh man, duno why i think the more i practise, the worst i play man..i still play lots of wrong notes and like tat how to take piano next mon..wat i am scared is i cant understand the ang mo english then i will keep "HUH?" then tat will be damn malu..my dad is taking leave tat day just to see me take exam..wah, like tat i damn stress de loh..my parents die die also want me to pass exam this time round..but how sure can i be tat i will pass this time round..hai~i duno also..
tml i am going for a wedding dinner..wooh..so happy..some more tml afternoon lessons are cancelled..so i will be at home preparing and dolling for the dinner..hehe..i shall see if there is any nice picts to pose up..haha..
for now, in sch, sometimes, i feel reali bad when i pang seh her or neglect her for tat while cos afterall me and yk are friends for 2 yrs, so naturally our friendship are stronger..so sometimes i feel reali bad,so at times i share my time with him and her, so tat at least both of them i will talk to. its confirm tat i will get my appeal results this week le..but i am wondering why it takes so long for them to send a rejection letter to me ah?? although i reali dun hope receiving a rejection letter, but its kinda weird why they take so long just to send a letter to me..afterall its a rejection letter wat..they sae tat those ppl who haven get will have those tat are successful in their appeal, so eventually its up to the luck le..if u are lucky, then u will get it, else just have to continue retaining in ur jc..when can i get to see my idol again man..haha..its seems to be tat he has disappeared for months..
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