few days bac i just got bac my gp paper..oh my god, when i saw it, i was shocked out of life cos i have never gotton such a low mark in my past 3 yrs in jc..i reali cant believed tat i onli got a single digit for my content marks out of 35..oh man, this is seriously veri veri much..but i got quite high for my language marks..i was wondering maybe the teacher was trying to push up my marks by a bit so he decides to give me more pathetic marks..hai~~gp is a serious thing tat i am always concern with..if lets say the topic tat came out is easy then i will be god blessed, at least i would fail tat jialat, but if the topic tat comes out are reali something tat i dun even comprehend at all, then everything will be gone case..when i teacher saw my marks, then she was asking me: what happened?? no mood to do ah?? why u onli got digits tat can onli be read by computer (meaning onli 1 and 0 ) .." it seems tat my gp is more jialat than before after nuahing so long without studying from dec to april..
past few days i was also talking to my chem teacher..just i have guessed correctly tat he knew tat this is my 4th yr in yj cos he told me tat some people saying abt it..i think teachers will always gossip among one another cos else nobody would knew tat unless i told them..but i still believe tat my maths teacher still duno abt my 4th yr in yj..he still though tat i onli repeated once..but i would sae tat all teachers are less strict with me as compared to my classmates ah, duno why also..maybe i have gone through my A levels once liao then i know wat are things like, probably tat is why they are less stringent with me..anyway i am kinda worried abt taking my A levels too cos whenever i recall of how hard and piah like shit, it just stress me like mad, esp for this yr cos this is reali my final chance tat i have..but it seems to me tat my chem teacher always feel tat i shouldnt stay on cos he asked me why dun i go PSB to study?? ya, eventually everything is still abt money..seriously my results are just stuck in between no where and i reali hope tat for this time round it would be better than before..at least i must get an A or B for a subject now..
past few days i heard tat there is vancies to do CIP for NDP..when i heard tat, i feel its super cool lah..i reali want to do there cos i always want to get a ticket to the stadium but somehow canot..weekend is coming up and i need to piah lots of homework liao cos weekdays i always sleep veri early cos i am just veri tired after so many remedial lessons..
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