~wedding~

had a veri weird dream abt my ex on wed..dun think i want to elaborate more on tat..but when i woke up, i was just thinking tat why do i suddenly dreamt of him for no reason??i think this is kind of reali funny ah..maybe god is trying to play a prank on me..but seriously its reali been a long time since i last dreamt abt guys in my sleep..aiya, why dun i get to dream of idol in my sleep??at least it will make me happy just for tat while though its just an illusion..tat afternoon i was also kind of upset when i knew abt something, so instead of dwelling over it, i turn my attention to dolling up for my friend's wedding, and chatting and msging with my friends over the preparations, at least i will be distracted then i will stop thinking of tat upset matter.seriously i have no mood to study after knowing tat upset thing and mroeover my parents are not around at hime, so i will be free and easy to do watever i wan..tat day wore heels tat are 6 to 7 cm high..and it feels so shiok and cool cos at least finally i have the same height as the guys, else, i always looks so short in front of them..practically, all the gers wore heels tat day cos we have to look formal, so among the gers, i look the tallest, not becos i am tall, but the heels made me tall..but seriously i regretted wearing such a high heels cos the next day i could hardly walk cos my soles and feet are just too painful !! this is the consequences of wanting to act classy..haha..so the wedding was more like a gathering session for most of us..so some of them was asking me where i have gotton into? i told them i canot make it into local uni..then ben was giving me tat shock look, saying tat i thought i heard from ppl tat u are quite hardworking?nah...i dun think so lah and moreover being hardworking and able to do well are 2 different matters..so everyone told me tat since i am retaining then this time round must reali be hardworking liao.actually i am still left with slightly more than 3.5 months to A levels..its still possible to make a miracle to my 3 content subjects, afterall i did make a miracle for my chemistry last yr despite not knowing anything even up to prelims.i believe tat with all the drilling practises should be able to get at least a decent grade rather than my this slightly below average grades..for gp wise, i dun think i wil want to spend much time on it, afterall i want to do something tat i can achieve and do well in it.no point channeling all my energy into something tat i have no confidence in doing well..at least for now, i have pass all of the papers (For those i have received back) at least this is a gd start rather than seeing all F and AO last yr which is damn demoralising..though the improvement is not veri veri significant, but never mind i shall tell myself tat i will take small steps at a time.
basically the wedding was quite ok, except tat i think the hotel should reali make improvements on the ventilation cos the whole room just seems to be reali stuffy til eveyone was sweating like mad.food was mainly spicy food which i like alot cos i like to eat spicy foods !!, but as stomach wasnt feeling tat well, i couldnt eat tat much though i did want to eat more..haha..
actually tat day the centre of attraction was more on mark rather than tanu's sis..cos everyone was looking out for him and i am one of those kpos who is curious on how he looks like..since i onli got a glance at him and moreober i am not wearing spects, so i canot relai comment anything on him, gererally he seems ok to me..seriously i am more interested in his voice and the way he talks..came homre relai late tat day and ended up sleeping onli for 4 hrs and being so sleepy, i slept during gp class again..duno why i always fall asleep in gp class de..and i believe tat my teacher did saw me sleeping, cos she kept walking to my table and taking glance at wat i have written..so i just pretend too write something loh...
tat nite, my friend was mentioning abt her students saying tat idol will look nice with whiskles and was thinking "Huh??" wat kind of weird thinking is tat??seriously i believe tat idol is quite popular with the gers, else those gers also wont gossip all those stuff to my friend..