nice pool yeah at sentosa (extracted from JT blog)
the 2 min-s haiz, lately i am just too tired with everything..i guess i really need a gd break cos i haven been reali taking a break ever since exam finished..i wanna go somewhere where i can relax myself and the best way to that is to leave spore for a holiday..but i dun have the chance to do so cos my contract finishing end of dec..maybe going to somewhere where i can go enjoy the rural atmosphere over there cos i am kinda tired of the hectic urban life liao..going somewhere where there are nature environment also not a bad idea too..i yearn to go that labrador park at night cos the sea view is reali damn nice and you can feel the cool breeze air blowing onto ur face..i guess if u were to be there, certainly watever troubles that you have will certainly be forgotton..somehow it just have tat calming effect.. ;)
and talking abt taking breaks, wed night i didnt have the intention to peep into my bro hp msg de, but since there is this prompt of a new incoming msg, then i was kinda tempted to see his msg, so i heck liao so i click on it and view his msg..after reading through his past msges, i realised tat he initated to take a break from his relationship..and his gf replied saying tat she hates him..haha..this is the usual line tat gers will say when they are angry, but does she reali mean it i duno la..sometimes gers just say tat in a fit of anger but they dun mean it..i guess maybe she dun mean wat she says la since she loves my brother so much..but usually from experience, taking a break means the relationship will usually come to an end soon..probably a few months? so if which ever party initated to take a break, one gonna prepare for the worst liao..of cos wouldnt say tat there is no chance for patch up, but usually chances are kinda low since there are already some problems existing between both parties..anyway i knew tat their relationship is those tat wouldnt last for long cos long distance relationship is kinda not easy to maintain man..to me, i feel tat though everyday chatting with bf online through the webcam also no use cos he is not physically there..its kinda useless to be mentality there for each other when physically he is not there..i guess this is something tat i learnt quite recently..and i did analysis wat i did in the past..perhaps mr A was right tat time.."mentality there, but not physically there.." but somehow i knew tat my brother is one of those jerks who hurt gers around de judging from his behaviour and actions...i think i am reali zun man..anyway wat he say to the ger doesnt reali concern me, all i hope is tat hopefully he can lessen the painful impact and hopefully he dun make the ger so upset over him cos i can reali feel tat the ger luv him alot..
then yesterday i was a kinda stressed up at work cos one of my colleague was on leave then i had to do her stuff for her and the jialat thing is tat yesterday was my day for the bidding system for our timetable..but i have reali no time to camp for my slot tat i wan..and moreover i am working, its kind of inconvienent for me to do the bidding openly since i cant open the windows screen reali big..or rather i always minimise my window screen de lo..and i was kinda pissed and frustrated over so many ppl forwarding me mails to do stuff for them when i already so busy liao..some more phone calls keep coming in non stop and my colleagues just dun wan pick up, so was kinda pissed with them too cos they are reali not helpful de lo..hear phone call also pretend never hear..wat the heck..so usually me and the other temp is the ones tat are picking up the calls.of cos if i am free, then i wouldnt mind picking up the calls la, but yesterday was reali a busy day, cant they just help out for once?? when picking up phone calls is part of their job scope too..but heng still gt wai tuck help me change my index, if not i sure alone liao..but luck is still not alot on my side cos i didnt manage to get into the lab tat they wanted to chop for..i guess sch reopen i reali need to camp liao..i reali dun wan do lab alone sia..but i was reali frustrated with the ntu system yesterday cos its reali damn cock up when i was bidding halfway, tat idoit system keep logging me out..wat the hell man, ppl gan jiong liao still play tricks on me..yesterday i was so pissed tat i reali wanted to scold tat F word liao, but i control myself cos i guess i too stress liao..seeing so many of my friends get into the same class liao but i haven got anything makes me damn panic la..and i feel reali bad asking ppl to camp for me when i myself not camping cos i cant do tat openly in office..i guess i reali owe wt a reali big treat man..if not for him, all my tutorial class wouldnt be change so fast..now all i do is to camp for lab when sch reopen liao..no choice..hopefully there will be vanacy.. ;(
anyway this weekend i am gonna occupied again..tml i think jason will be coming to my house to learn piano..haha..first time teach a guy piano..somehow it feels weird ah..i was curious why he suddenly wanted to learn piano, so he said tat he always wanted to learn piano since last time, but i guess this is not his real reason ba..i think he wans to learn to impress his gf more likely ba.. ;) haha..but guys who can play piano well can be quite memerizing esp stars like jay chou..so cool and memerizing when he can play piano so well..but if the playing kinda cui, then of cos would minus points liao cos intially wanted to have the intention to impress the girl de, but ended up make things worst by making the girl turn off by the lousy melody of music..but i wont be tat bad la, though will minus points for the guy, but i will still give marks for effort to learn cos i think piano might not be easy to learn for beginners who duno anything on music. ;) but seriously i am getting tired of teaching piano liao..cos the student like damn sian de lo..never put in effort to learn wat i taught her..so everytime keep playing the same old stuff again and again until i close one eye also can memorize liao..
anyway weekends is coming..i am going rock climb..so excited..cant wait for sun to come !! sian today rot like mad then yesterday busy like mad..seriously i reali think yesterday my colleagues shouldnt have taken leave man,then maybe i can camp for my index myself..then i wouldnt feel guilty and feel bad asking ppl to camp for me..haiz..and anyway i am reali tired of jogging everyday liao..like no diff one lei..motivation to jog is decreasing day by day..haiz...
yesterday night also had a chat with xin yi..i think she is veri zun at looking at ppl..haha..gd gd ;)
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