sat went out til late at night since i dun wan stay at home and engage with a battle field with my mum and brother..so i decided to go out and take a breather..so went to little india to walk around and thread my eyebrows..but there reali nothing much..street is just full of "blackies" walking around nia..not much shops too..but i took bus rides around bukit timah area and explore the place over there..i realised there are lots of wine shops over there..and lots of private landed property there too.in fact tat place is meant for rich ppl to stay de cos there the things reali kinda ex huh..
then sun have to stay at home cos mum keep nagging me tat i everyday not at home..keep going out..but i now holiday wat, its not as if i am studying now or wat..if i everyday still continue to go out shopping despite busy with sch work, then she scold me then of cos never mind la.so bo bian i stayed at home to wrap my present for the gift exchange this wed and prepare gift for ah ping bday..then my mum and brother was kinda bu shaung with me as to why i put in so much effort in preparing other ppl's bday when their own bday i also bo chap..i reali cant stand it when my mum keep nagging abt this issue and raking the past to find fault with me just becos she is jealous tat i treat my friends nicer..damn it i have enough of this nonsense man..i wan to be nice to who is my business..why should u concern so much??..and so wat i am nicer to my friends than u all..my mum doesnt treat me well,. so why should i be nice to her when she even can call the police when we quarrelled tat time..i think she is just mad..a crazy women with no brain at all when she is furiously angry..but i think she should do self reflection on herself why i treat her like tat..i doesnt treat my dad like this at all cos my dad respect me and doesnt treat me as a "dog"..at least he is one who is reasonable to talk things out with, whereas tat ass mum and bro of mine cant reason out things de..so no point being so nice to them when they dun appreciate my presence at all..all they know is just scold and bully me for no reason when i didnt offend them in anyway or disturb them at all..yesterday i was so fed up tat i reali explode liao..cos i reali tahan them for very long liao..i just hate with when i didnt offend ppl then ppl come barking at me non stop til i cant have some peace..this is just so fann..and i must have scared most of my friends by the F word tat i put as my msn nick yesterday cos i was reali angry tat time..but i manage to cool down after a while so i changed bac to my usual nick..
but yesterday jason words came to my mind suddenly..he said something like :"if u like the person, then you be happy that he cares for you despite he might keep asking abt your whereabouts..but if you dun like a person and he kept on asking abt your whereabout, then one would certainly feel reali damn fann..take for instance, if your mum keep calling you non stop asking where u are, then certainly one would feel reali damn fann also..it all depends on how we view it as..we can view it from 2 pointview..one is out of concern, the other is just pure nian and wanna know where you are all the time...
this wed is my last day le..hooray..so happy yeah..i think this month earn like $1500+ with all the OT pay..not bad seh..and they told me today tat they just received a letter from mediacorp tat those big shots actors and actresses are coming to our supply centre to film some films in Jan..wah so shaung, but too bad, i would have left for sch in jan if not can take photo with felicia chin and alvin ng..and after work going to meet up with kriste they all to help them choose keyboard for ah ping bday present..duno if i know how to choose or not, but i shall try my best then..i didnt tell my mum tat i helping to friends to choose keyboard cos later she sure get jealous again when i so nice to my friends..then i reali canot have some peace de, so rather not say and tell her i go elsewhere..
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