~suntanning at sentosa~

this sat i decided to nuah at home do nothing for the first time..feeling not too bad huh..at least i feel quite relax do nothing at home..wake up kinda late too and after which went off to pack my room stuff and clear my table cos my table has been pilled up with papers..after which decided to be guai for once help my mum go out buy fruits cos she keep nagging at me..if i dun help her, she sure nag the whole day til i cant tahan man..after which continue with my daily of watching tv and going for a run..

then today went to sentosa with the uni clique..wah this is the sec time i quite sunburn until quite jialat..skin feels kinda pain now though initally i felt nothing after the tan..but at nite it started to feel pain liao..seriously i still cant overcome my fear of water once it reached my chin level and when they played the tu tu train game, i reali gave up playing even before the game starts cos el already cant tahan my scream liao..so i give up better than his ear drums burst becos of me screaming non stop cos i the water level reached my chin liao..ok maybe i still timid seh, but tat phobia not easy to overcome man..at least i managed to try out some water activities like the pedal-ling..at least tat one not too bad..onli train leg muscles nia, but tat canoe-ing i reali dare not try cos scared later capsized man then i cant swim even though gt life jacket..but at least not too bad, at least i have taken a step out to be in contact with water..i would say overall the water activities still quite fun though initally i reali dun have the intention to get wet at all cos lazy to bathe outside ma, plus i going out for shopping later ma..later too dirty cant stand it ma..haha..then after which proceeded to have our lunch at somewhere in vivo..some hog's cafe i think..cant rmb wat's the exact name either..but serving super big man..enough for 2 ppl to eat..then after tat i went shopping at expo..wah, i see everything also wan to buy, but i still controlled my spending ma..cos today like spend alot liao..at the end of the day bought one office skirt, shorts and one top..so overall still not too ex cos everything is cheap in the first place..

and just now i just gt my results at 12am straight on the clock..heng this time do quite ok..in fact i am quite blessed tat i do quite ok and didnt ta bao a single one cos i reali thought i will ta bao my life sci when all my ans are wrong when i compared mine with keith ans..at least this time the results did boost up my morale for once..maybe my mind has changed liao..once a retainee doesnt always means tat you are forever tat cui and dumb..perhaps perservence and effort do makes alot of different too..i guess next sem i will continue again and strive for better results..to me i am quite contended with my results liao..as long as everything above 3.5 i sure take it easy liao..sometimes, i guess i dun wan expect too much cos i know tat my ability not there so dun expect too much cos later the higher the disappointment will be,..but getting results reali make me panic esp when tat ntu webbie damn cock up cos i cant log in at all for quiet some time..and i reali wan to prove to my parents tat i can do it de, cos my mum always look down on me but not my dad..he in the one tat always motivate despite when i do badly..tat should be the spirit man..