~i have become deeper~

i have just finished lesson with jason and i am quite impressed by his learning speed cos he has no background and yet he can learn quite fast..not bad not bad..but just tat his fingers are reali stiff nia..but its normal la since he never play piano before..and i am indeed shagged after teaching cos i think i spent lots of my energy standing for long hours..now feel like sleeping le..and halfway through we gt kinda sian and chatted abt his gf and relationship in general..he said tat guys behaves differently once they have a gf..and they treat their gf very differently from friends..in fact their character do change when they are with their gf..haha..i didnt know tat..i just know it today nia..i always thought tat guys who are bad tempered or guys with lousy character will continue with be like this even when they have a gf, afterall i have this mentality tat "a leopard can never change its skin"..no matter how much u wanna change for the sake a person, eventually at the end of the day you would still revert to your own self..but i guess i have knew him better today cos in the past i onli know jason as a joker and slacker..in fact his mind do go through lots of thinking which i never know til today..and i realised tat guys always like to ask abt the definition of childish and matured..seriously this is a kind of feeling tat is hard to express wat exactly it is..perhaps its the way an indiviual protrays himself in front of ppl and from there ppl can guage if you are matured or childish..but childish do have its gd side too la..not reali tat cui..at least he is an interesting person which wont bored me to death..sometimes guys tat are matured can be quite tiring too as certain people might be just too far to reach his way of thinking..so guys can be quite tiring to be with too..but in gereral girls still prefer guys to be matured rather than childish..being childish just made them felt as if they are taking care of some xiao di di..haha..anyway i am off to my little india liao..update soon on mon.