yesterday decided to go home early after work cos i think i should stop shopping liao..abit broke liao huh..i think after working for a month..i onli left like half the pay..but at least not too bad la.at least i did save some money,at least didnt spend all..then the moment i reach my house doorstep ytd, i hear my mum start nagging liao..then i reali super damn sian lo..tat's why i always dun feel like going home cos the moment i reach home feeling tired, there is always someone to find fault with me for no reason..so i rather stay out late then go home sleep then the next day go out of house early in the morning..i hope this shall be the daily rountine from now cos too tired to argue with anyone liao man..haiz..
then yesterday watch a variety show..and its abt girls opinion on what they cant tolerate abt guys..many of the issues that they raised are very valid..and i think this show quite funny esp when a group of gers talk abt guys and condemn them..yesterday i laugh like anything man cos its damn funny man after hearing the comments and views they give..one of the issue tat was raised was : though gers always forgive guys after those filrtish guys being unfaithful, no matter wat the pain is always there despite after forgiving them and i truly agree with tat cos once the hurt is in there, its kind of not possible or to close one eye to forget everything and pretend nothing has happened ...afterall our memories cant be erased or filter off as and when we dun feel like remembering..and another issue raised was some women dun like guys to keep saying "Anything" cos girls find tat "Anything" has become quite a kou tou chan among guys ( a common usage word just becos he has no opinion) and most gers dun like tat..and yes i agree with tat too ! if once a while say anything is alright with me, but too often makes me feel very tired being with him or rather more of stress making the decision solely just becos the other party has no opinion on it..the 3rd issue mentioned was some gers dun like guys to be da nan ren (as in always making the final decision himself without seeking opinion from his gf)..this is bad too..and i dun like these kind of guys too..for such guys, i feel like i am more like a pet rather than a gf cos i always have to listen to watever he says even if i might disapprove of his decisions.yeah such guys are hard to entertain and ci hou man..even if he is rich i will not wan cos i find living together with such guys is a super torture and maybe life might be a hell for ppl like me who enjoys freedom alot..and i dun like the feeling of being tied down by things cos i feel veri qing ku and torturous.and i think i dun have tat committment yet to devote to a person..or rather i still haven appreciate the meaning of commitment cos since last time i already tried to understand the unlying meaning, but apparently still cant appreciate it lei..maybe i still gt lots of time to think abt such issues..perhaps when i am older than i might worry..now can enjoy singlehood just enjoy..in future no chance liao then regret..4th issue raised was : girls cant stand niao guy"..yeah i agree with this too..i dun like guys who are damn calculative cos even before marriage they are so niao liao, then after marriage sure even worst man..such guys see liao also turn off..haha..
5th issue was : " gers canot accept non-honest guys and guys who likes to use flowery words to praise girls." but the thing is becos gers always like to hear nice praises which are not honest comments..my view on tat is once a while say nice praises ok, but not everyday cos it will seems reali damn fake tat he is lying !! and trying to hong me nia..such guys no gd...
and few days bac i was chatting with my friend colleague..she has just graduated from nus and she told me tat her friend are getting married le and she is currently 23 yrs old..oh my god, when i heard tat i was stunned..i couldnt imagine me marrying off at 23yrs old when i am so childish..how can such a childish person suitable for marriage?? definitely not me !!
my company has this promotion : spend more than $500 then can get an ipod shuffle..wah, not bad man..gd deal..anyway i just gt one since they gave it to me last time before i left for sch in aug..and lots of my colleague just came bac from hong kong and cameron highlands in malaysia,..so our pantry naturally gt lots of nice stuff to me..yeah i think hong kong lao po bing damn nice as compared to spore..i think after christmas i might be going to johor or somewhere further in malaysia if time permits, then wanna go there eat and buy cheap stuff..then today just chatted with can and she told me abt this guy she knew in IRC..seriously i think guys met online cant be trusted cos most of them are lying..and i am one of those tat lie to ppl cos i dun wan to reveal my true indentity..in fact i just wanna test out wat kind of person they are nia..regretfully, most of them are out to cheat on gers..esp when u say tat u gt a damn gd figure..then they suddenly gt interested in u..wat does this shows : " it just shows tat guys are all the same.." haiz..
today i going to teach piano again..seriously i feel abit damn sian man..dun feel like earning her money liao..and sat need to teach jason piano..kinda a bit stress cos afterall i not sure if i can teach well or not..hmm..yawns i am so sian at work today..i have nothing to do after lunch time..have been just reali sitting there and rottin away..i duno if is i do things fast or rather there is reali nothing for me to do..
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