yesterday i was seriously not in the mood to do anything, so the moment i reached home i slept immediately..i dun feel like touching my books either..so i packed my things on the table cos its kinda messy and after which i lie down on the floor to think abt some issues and the next moment i opened my eyes its already daylight le..i guess i feel better now le after a long sleep the night before..ppl always say that "Tmr will be a better day !" and yes i guess its quite true..
yesterday while i was lying on the floor i thought of many issues in my head..i once pose a qn to many of my friends asking them if there is a choice to let u chose between someone who u like to be with OR someone who likes u but u dun reali like him, then who will u choose? many of my friends chose the option tat they will choose to be with someone they like..many of times i did give some serious thought before..but at the end of the day my heart still struggled to make a choice over these 2 options cos i reali duno if i should choose between my heart or logic..but if i were to choose someone who likes me but i dun reali have much feelings for him, then the reason would be i think i will feel something for him in time to come..perhaps the feelings need time to be nurtured..(I guess) or perhaps the guy just need to be very caring and nice towards me then in time to come, i might fall for him soon..afterall i dun think my heart is so hard to tackle..not to the extent of an diamond tat is so hard to touched me..in fact i think i get easily touched by a person little actions when i am feeling down tat time..but if i were to choose over someone i like, then i would have to put in super lots of effort to make the guy like me, but by then i would be very tired of taking initiative of everything towards the guy..afterall i am a girl, so i shouldnt take so much move..i think drop some hints will do..but if the guy duno then i shall just call it a day..
haiz.anyway i am super damn sian man..lots of sch stuff to catch up with..i think lately i have been trying to dress up kinda a lot..duno why..i guess i am stress over many things so kinda need to de-stress..and my weight keep going down man..wah..i see liao damn shoik..no wonder my friends say tat i have slightly slim down liao after the holiday..i guess i am kinda sick in the holiday, so didnt reali eat much..i think my losing weight is amazing man..i have lose 4.5kgs ever since i stop work in late june..alright i still need another 1.5kg then i can reach my ideal weight liao..lately i haven been reali dieting..duno why cos i just dun feel like dieting man..but duno why i still got eat and still can slim down..and i haven been running for almost a month liao..cos previously my legs hurts so i stopped running a while..but once a while my legs still hurts again, so i guess its some feng shi liao..(getting old liao man).. ;(
alright today its a brand new qm, i am no longer emo and sad liao ! ;)
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