haiz, die man this whole day never reali touch my books man..now feeling guilty liao..duno wat am i busy with man..but i must say this week i slept alot, so i am kinda energentic now..how time flies man, i feel like this sem i never reali study much, then 1 month time having the major final exam liao..wah, whenever i sit for major exam, i would feel very scared cos i always cant finish studying de due to my tortoise speed...
yesterday (fri) was kinda relax day man..whenever its fri i will feel very happy cos weekend is coming..went to JP to eat swensens til super full..i guess i cant reali eat much of main course stuff, but i can eat alot for tibits and others non main course stuff..we ordered the regular earthquake ice-cream and gotten 3 scoope free cos they gave us the wrong flavour..haha, so we zuan dao ! but sad thing is they no longer sell cheese sticks liao man..or maybe tat holland village still sells, but JP branch dun have..i think JP swensens is kinda cui man, majority of the nice food i eaten before all not inside the menu..after which we went to shop as usual..i guess its our daily rountine every fri from now liao..haha... ;) duno why i feel very happy when i can shop rather than studying lo..
then yesterday had a convo with a friend..from tat convo i learnt tat perhaps i should reali sometimes try to stand in other ppl's shoes..instead of insisting on my stand at certain times..yup, i do admit tat at certain times i do "condition" the person already, but i guess this take time to make me change my perceptions of him/her..nevertheless i still wanna say sorry to this person..i will try to understand ur pt of view though i kinda disapprove of such actions for now..
yesterday i ask one of my other friends of their opinion of me..haiz..i still receive the same ans man.. (i look very flickle)...wah i think i reali need to turn over a new leaf of not looking at guys and be more serious..but i always like to look at gers too, so does tat mean i am a lesian? NO RITE ! i think i look at gers more than guys lo..and those guys tat i look at are those tat i find not too bad, but have no intention of doing anything to know them la..and i promise myself tat i must like a guy wholeheartly, so i shouldnt break my promise..i am just scared tat my heart will waived once a while if tat eye candy treat me nice.afterall its easy for me to like someone tat i think he is not bad already...and yes thur my heart did waived for a while when he talks to me..so i told myself tat i must try to stay far away from him cos i cant break my promise..yesterday i duno how did he manage to see me from far when there are super lot of ppl la..actually i didnt realised tat he is there de, but my friends saw him then i know de..so i smiled to him and surprising we could have tat eye contact even though we are tat far..haiz..i think i seriously need to wake up my idea man..aiya i also duno now wat's he thinking either..many at times the ans like not clear man..sometimes the ans seems yes cometimes it seems not..so i reali duno lei..i guess tat's explain why sometimes my heart do waived..alrights i think i shouldnt think tat much..i shall my heart and logic leads me liao..ponder too much also no use cos its not going to give me a clearer ans..
then yesterday went to the da zui ba concert at NTU..i think the concert not reali nice as compared to the zhuo wen xuan's one..in fact i think there are lots of vanacies left lo in the lecturer theatre..i think the lead female singer has tat x factor in her though she is very short..hehe..pretty..after which we went off our our late dinner.. ;)
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