Tuesday, March 24, 2009

~i am just 1 metre away from him !~

u know wat, sat i almost couldnt believe my eyes cos i reali saw him close up and he is just so close to me..perhaps just 1 metre away from me nia cos i am inside the 179 bus while he stopped his lr beside the road msging someone..tat time i reali hope tat the bus can stop man..at least let me see him longer cos i haven reali seen him for many many yrs liao..even if i saw his lr many times in sch, its just his lr, not him..but sadly to say i can onli took a glance of him for tat moment..after which i kept on turning my back to see if he got catch up with the bus tat i am in, but apparently he is still stuck at the place where he is..haiz..never mind..at least this is gd enough,..at least i still manage to took a glance of him..its better than nothing..then after which went for joey bday celebration at nebo, somewhere in amk..then last min i was asked if i am free tobuy cake and card, so no choice have to search for one desperately before everyone reaches...apparently everyone has changed quite abit..my eye candy slim down super alot..think he kinda stress man tat's why he slim down..the rest still look almost the same..but tat day didnt go home with eye candy cos i have a meet up with jy..went to take the spore flyer..the ride was kinda disappointing cos the picts turn out to be super cui man..i guess next time we should go in the day then take picts more clear...

then sun was at home mugging cos i reali need to piah liao..the more i sleep the more i feel more sleepy..then mon was lab session and the rest of the lesson we pon everything cos have to rush last min for the manufacturing project..but end up didnt do the PDCA cos we didnt know how to go abt doing it..then was kinda scolded by the teacher..aiya heck liao man..anyway we intended to SU it liao since the teacher doesnt seem to like our project..then after tat met up with agnes and yh eat zhi char at can 4..then talk abt the same topic abt guys and their requirement for selecting guys..yh is just feel tat her bf is kinda short for her..but she have learnt to accept it cos afterall its a fact and cant be changed..so moral of the story is to accept ur luv one for who they are regardless of any thing..they keep on asking when am i going to get one..then i ans to them is forever " see how la.." alot of times this kind of things i cant reali decide de..i believe in fate..if the time and opportunity is right, then everything will be right..if its not right, then just too bad.yh says tat she is going for Industrial attachment next sem le..so she said tat its a test of the relationship between she and her bf..yup i think so too..during this period of time i guess things can change without u knowing tat.she said tat she will not change heart, but her bf wise cant reali gaurantee..haiz..hearing such comments will be sad man..cos u will never know when ur heart will breaks again so cant do anything to salavage the relationship.. .alrights, then after tat decided to be guai and go home early for once, but i ended up sleeping lo..haiz..

tmr my dad will need to enter the hospital liao to do his operation on thur,..haiz..reali hope tat he will be ok man..if not i reali duno how also..today he still say the same thing again.."qm dun be sad if anything happens to me..u can just dump me into the sea after i die.." haiz..my heart was kinda upset when he said tat..though this is not the first time i heard this from him liao but apparently somehow i will feel sad hear him saying this..and he said i need not go hospital to see him since i have sch..haiz..i think i will just see the situtation..i have lots of exams coming up next week and my dad will be in hospital for next week..duno how also..so i need to be STRONG and JIAYOU ! i need the motivation and tat special power to carry on now !

and u know wat this eye candy tat i like when i was in first 3 month i actually saw him today..and now i know he is in MSE de...wah so qiao..somehow he did turn bac to took a glance at me..i think maybe he have recall who i am liao.. ;)

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