yesterday i saw my friend in sch and its kinda late liao by the time i left tat ulu place.so my friend asked me how am i going bac since its kinda ulu here..she wanted to pei me de, but she is also scared of walking through tat spooky staircase up cos there isnt any light over there..initally before tat i wasnt scared at all de, but recently sch has happened so much unforunate things and ytd i heard ppl saying tat there is some "Dirty things" inside the toilet so i started to get terrified le..so just nice we saw both of our common guy friend, then i ask him to pei me walk tat spooky staircase with me cos i scared ma..afterall its so late and quiet there..naturally i will scared ma..then the first thing he said was "why ask me to pei u..u can ask her (my friend) to pei u wat.." wah lao when i hear tat i super turn off lo..hello both of us are gers leh and both are equally scared to walk up tat stairs lo..and taking tat 5 mins off to pei me walk through tat stairs will die meh ! its not as if i am asking u to pei me walk home..if i were to be like tat, then perhaps i am reasonable la..anyway i think this guy is super ungentleman man..he is blacklisted in my list liao..but i think i shouldnt say who is tat guy over here..shall give him some dignity..but i swear i wont ask him pei me again since he is so unreluctant..at most i will just walk through tat spooky staircase with a scared heart lo next time..
today our lab was cool man cos its super slag and the venue is at some cosy place where the seats looks similar to my office supply centre seats..and today i gotton to talk to brendan le..wah i think he is reali damn smart lo..do lab always chop chop and always take the first to leave lo..and i am kinda impressed with his spoken english cos when he speaks he has tat seh in him..and today in physics lect manage to catch up some updates with kinfai (my first 3 month friend)...so practically physics didnt reali hear much..then elective time so qiao i saw tat lab guy..i didnt know tat he is taking the same elective as me til recently then i started to notice him ever since tat time he talks to me in the comp lab asking me if i wan any senoir lab report or not..else, i think i might not even notice him at all.. haha! and i am kinda shocked tat he knows my name man..so i ask him how he know my name de..then he say actually we have lots of common friends in jjc and they are in fact my sec sch mates friends..when he said tat he saw my pict before, my rxn was HUH ? SERIOUS? so i see, its the chinese new yr picts tat i went for with my sec sch mates..no wonder he seen my picts before.. haha! but today i reali got a close up to see him..actually i tink he is not reali tat quiet la cos initally i thought he is those quiet type but after the chat with him i still he is quite ok lei..but i still think some elements are lacking in him..perhaps he dun have tat fun factor? hmm.. i duno also..need to to ask my friend more abt him if i wan to kpo more abt him..but for now i am not going to kpo abt him..
anyway i asked my friend if do i look like someone who wont like ppl for long (as in commit in a relationship) ? and she said yes.. hmmm..perhaps i give ppl the impression tat i always get sick of things very fast..just like my dress sense..cos i dun like wearing the same thing over and over again frequently, so very often i change my style quite frequently..but when it comes to relationship i am certain tat i am someone who will commit de..as in i wont change heart very fast de if i were to like a person wholeheartly..i used to have feelings for this guy for 2 yrs and til now still cant reali forget him..so i guess afterall these yrs i still haven reali forgotton him cos he is always on my mind ocassionally..for those eye candies tat i have been eyeing on i dun reali having feeling for them la, tat's why i always change target very fast..its not becos i am fickle minded and unfaithful, but its rather of i dun feel for them at all ! so i dun see the reason why i cant change target !
haiz..i think all the nice guys are already attached and taken liao..and there is no simple,caring and faithful guy anymore..even if they do exist, i think its kinda hard to find them liao..
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