Saturday, December 08, 2007

~i am kinda stress over work lately.~

i am lately going crazy soon over work..this is something tat i am experiencing first time considering this job is not easy to deal with, especially when i am given so much work to do compared to the previous job when i could just "shake leg" and just received the same amount of pay.. duno why am i toturing myself man, when i could just tell the boss tat i wan to quit just as one of my friend is encouraging me to quit cos he felt tat its not practical to work so far..hmm..i shall see how it goes cos i also canot tahan the work load man..i have to work from morning til knock off without much resting...who can tahan such job man..and worst still i think the long hours made my neck reali painful especially when i have to constantly bend my head down to do my work..i think this job is not worth staying on if my health were to be sacrificed..if not for my friend's mum, i would have confirm quitted tat current job of mine despite onli working for a few weeks..i would rather not earn their money man..

now i finally understood wat is work stress..my collegue being pregnant and thur suddenly gave birth so bo bian, all the work was dump to me..at tat moment i was grumbling and of cos i was veri unhappy lah cos i cant even finish my own things liao still dump so many things for me to do..and moreover i am onli new here..alot of things i am still unfamiliarized so i am kinda slow in doing my things..many at times i am also quite blur cos i dun reali understand wat am i doing, many at times i am just following blindly the instructions..i think taking leave is the most jialat thing cos the next day u have to work like mad just to catch up ur unfinished work and on the other hand,ur collegues suffers cos they have to do ur work for u if the dateline is up..somehow thinking bac, i would rather prefer to study..at least u need not have to worry for this and tat..

yesterday i reali felt like i am some machine cos i have to check carefully for errors in the invoice, after which have to sort out the company names, followed by pasting the stamp and slotting in the letter into the mail..and the process was repeated by few hundred times cos there are few hundreds letters need to be mailed out..initally i have to work OT de, but after tat some of my friends helped me so heng loh, no need to work OT le, else i will reali go mad de..
hai~working in this company seems to tiring, i duno why am i feeling so tortured when i should be enjoying myself after my exams..working life seems reali sian..

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