recently i decided to tell my supervisor tat i am quitting soon..though i promise her tat i will stay til feb like tat, but i guess i reali want to quit le cos i reali cant take the work load..as a results, i always get veri tired when i reach home and neck always feel painfully when i dun get proper rest..but she did requested me if can i stay on longer and not leave cos for the time being, she cant find anyone to replace me..hai~seriously i also duno how lah cos i reali feel guilty for leaving just like tat and breaking my promise..but my question is where can i find someone to replace me?? all my friends do not live near tat area also and its not veri conveinent to get there too..so its kind of jialat lah..hai~and last fri i was so stressed up tat i thought i couldnt finish my work on time cos i got few hundreds letters to be send out and checked carefully for errors before they could be sent out, else, if u send it wrongly, the boss will surely reprimand u cos all the things tat we are sending are confidenal..all my collegues thought tat i couldnt finish and when i can manage to finish, they are kind of surprised and shocked..actually for now, i have got use to this company de..actually i am starting to click better with them le..just tat one thing i dun like abt this company is tat they always speak hokkien ah..no english at all..
few days bac, me and my mum kept quarrelling and i reali cant tahan her cos she kept finding fault with me for no reason..damnn,i reali hate to stay in this house..if not for my dad, this family would have already been broken up..maybe i will just leave this home and go out and survive on my own..but saying is easy but doing it is another thing..where do i find money to feed myself? tat pathetic pay is surely not enough..hai~
my brother has just leave for taiwan today at noon..somehow i cried when he reali leave this time..duno why also..i thought i am always cold blooded all along de..apprently its seems tat i am not..mum also did cry though she tell my brother tat she will not cry if he were to leave..anyway hopefully things will be ok for him over there..for now there will be no one to snatch computer and tv shows for me..sian have to start work again tml, this rountine seems never ending..
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