~i am surting net during gp~

hai..gp is so bo liao..they are doing pw and now i am zhuo boing..seriously i am reali bored tml..will there will ppl to pei me after 1pm?hai~~todae is adrain birthday..haha didnt know tat until i saw the list..anyway going to wish him later after this lesson..hai~yesterday had a terrible fight with my mum..i reali can tahan liao until i cry..i shall update more when i hav the time..actually i juz said whatever i feel abt them after so many yrs of toterance..i am considered veri patient liao towards them..then yesterday even thought of leaving home cos i reali feel like living at home is a hell to me..sometimes i even think tat i wan to end my life here..wat the point of living in such a misery..cant they juz be more understanding...i am also a human being and i hav my feelings..sometimes its juz tat i dun show out to ppl..sometimes i juz need a listening ear but seem like no one would be interested to hear..hai~ =(