On mon, can was looking at chee how when we were eating and she was saying tat he is a cute guy..i think he ok to me lah..is becos of his blur tat made him cute..then during physics tutorial, gave her the chance to sit beside him but she shy..aiya..if not got show to see then can kar jiao them also..
kay after tat talked with wee ping, then she asked me now am i doing now lah..i told her still the same still cant get over him..hai~then she said to me tat if u can reali forget him in such a short time then i will be the one mei liang xin..then i was telling her abt the heart VS logic thingy..and she said tat what he says is true lah..she said tat actually he is a nice guy and gentleman and far sighted guy..at least he sent them home b4 sending me home after the chalet last yr..should i sae tat is tat a compliment for him??ya should be lah..ya thinking og wat she says i think tat he is quite a nice guy lah..actually i should be glad tat i have a nice ex being my first bf..and the canot make it me juz didnt appreciate tat until she mentioned something and analyse things with me..ok maybe i juz take things for granted till the day we broke up..maybe i should change my way of treating ppl if not i regret again..sometimes i wanted to sae the "magic words" to him..but given the situation now..looks like its not possible liao..then yesterday we the retainees club (verterians) as usual zhuo bo in gp again..started chatting as usual..can said her impression of me is tat most ah beng will ask for my no..huh??i tok i look veri guai one..where will ah beng like this type of gers one..i know i talk like ah lian..most ppl do tell me tat b4 even th..but i hav been talking like tat since young..cant change my way of talking already..probably becos my mum talked dialect to me so i juz talk like a rough person..and i realised tat recently tat she always reply me in dialect when i asked her something..oh this is bad..
then chee how borrowed my comp from me..after tat he finishes he uses his both hands to tap my shoulders..at tat time i was feeling uncomfortable..then he says thx ah..aiya if u wan to thx me then dun touch my shoulder..i veri sensitive towards guys plus my sunburn still haven recovered yet..still feel so painful..unless u are my bf otherwise i dun like becos i am a ger..ger and guys and not supposed to have close contact..ok am i a weird ger??hmm..maybe..
then see the innova jc couple almost practically on the treain everyday..see them so sweet also envy of them..wish i could like them..ok i dreaming again..but hor they abit too er xin liao lah becos they are doing something improperate on the train..me and tanu saw them on the train and we look at each other smiling away..u know somethings are meant not to be said..
then yesterday during gp bully chee how,,wa lao he damn nice to bully sia..actually think tat he is the guy tat i speak to for now..probably becos we are "verterians"..haha learnt a new word..most of the time i am not close to guys at all..i onli sae hi and bye to them..so cant reali make gd friens out of it..i am more close to gers..actually hor i should go to gers sch then can make more friends over there..
yesterday nite was looking at my baby photos..eee..i look so ugly..bo tah some more..aiyo my brother so cute!!! but duno why now so ugly..so kana sai..then was doing gp eassy yesterday bit til 12.30 am..wa lao was having lots of difficulty,,nobody free to teach me personally to write eassy..i think until i head crack also cant think of any points to agrue..wa lao i reali sian man..then i ask teacher how to write then he never ans my qns..wa lao leh how u expect me to write when i never ans my qns..i reali veri unlucky leh..got u as my teacher..slacker teacher..
todae i am so tired..feel so sleepy..almost fall asleep during phy tutorial..then tml got maths test..thankfully its maths test..maths dun reali need to learn a lot..but next week got so many tests..hai~~got maths, chem..hai!!!!
ok now muz do hw liao.. later go home muz study for tml test..
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