~first day in sch~

todae is my first day in sch after nuahing for so long at home..seriously i find kind of loss when i stepped into the class..i know no one except one ger tat she used to be in my class, but she is kind of unfriendly, so i didnt stick wit her..make friend wit 3 other gers, they are quite friendly and somehow manage to click along too..but i am veri worried abt how should i catch up wit my work man cos now like alot also forget liao and watever the teacher explains seems vague to me and i dun even remember all the formuale..tat's the worst part..so i cant reali proceed even if i wan..my class is damn pathetic, 15 ppl onli..no of gers also so little..from one look, i can see who from my class cant make it to uni cos can see they damn slack and keep dozing off in class...actually i spent most of the time observing ppl in class esp during the chem lessons cos SPA is none of my business cos i no need to take liao..i wanted to do my own stuff but the teacher standing down there so canot la.seriously my chem teacher is a damn bored person, and he keeps nagging..but i would prefer him over my previous last yr teacher cos at least i understand wat he is saying..he kept nagging my class tat" at the rate u are going, u all are sure to come bac here (yj)..."then he looked at me saying "sorry, no offence.."then i laugh..i know he not pin pointing at me la, so i didnt take it to heart..
for my first lesson, i didnt go for lesson wit my class, so qiao tat i saw a familiar face so i go lecture wit her..in total heard there are 7 repeats..she is damn gd la, she was put wit another repeat together so they can be friends..for the rest of the 5 ppl, we are separated..but todae i reali kana caught by a teacher for coloured hair, just as i expected when i went for the physic lect..but how did he knows tat i am a repeat student when he never teach me before..hmmm...and i am reali too ashamed to lift up my head when i walk outside the staff room cos tat time my teachers tat used to teach me or seen me before, gave me tat look..one of the teachers even said hi to me..oh man, i was so pei seh tat time i smile bac..saw idol2 todae too..but he didnt seems to see me..seriously haven seen my idol 1 yet..hope to see him soon..haha..
actually i am not reali sad afterall cos i still see familiar faces, like yg,justin,and li ting..haha, mostly guys retained, so no choice,then become closer wit them..got time when will talk...i duno why all my tutors did comment anything on my hair cos its so obvious tat i dyed..i think they know la, but just didnt sae anything..but i hope tat during assembly dun give me trouble cos usually they will spot ppl for coloured hair during tat time..hai~~tonite onwards shall start revising on my revious lect notes liao if not i will remain blur of wat the teacher is talking abt..moreover the lect notes all changed liao,abit hard to catch up and some of them also not in syllabus..headache..got so many things to study now..and still got so many tutorials to catch up wit..actually i reali wanted to go for this sat chalet for lay ping birthday but i think i reali no time to go cos got so many work to catch up wit..hai~~so ke qi..else, can go there enjoy...