weekend didnt reali do much homework cos i am abit lazy afterall i nuah too long liao and cant reali get bac to studies..also partly my mum keep insisting tat i must play my piano for 2 times a day..in all i wasted like 3hrs per day for piano and i am left wit little time for my own studies..i am reali angry and fed up wit her cos she kept scolding me and asking me to quit sch..she keep nagging non stop when i am doing my own homework..wat the hell, its not as if i am playing or not, i am studying leh and she sae tat piano is more impt now, instead of studies..then i told her tat i cant finish my hw if i were to play piano for so many times a day,then she sae,then copy and hand up the work for last yr lah..wa lao, where got parents ask children to copy hw de..i am just reali angry wit her cos i am determined to study hard now and yet u kept stopping me from doing my homework and asking me to quit sch..u should be lucky tat i am willing to study now,at least i didnt give up on myself and work..becos i know i can go nowhere wit an A levels cert..instead of encouraging me,u are pouring a wet blanket on me..wat i need most now is encouragement and will for me to do better, but yet i dun see tat..its obvious tat u are biased..she treat my brother better just becos he is smarter..so wat..
i am reali tired of the torturing..i feel tat coming bac home is like a hell to me..i dun feel any warmth in this family..moreover,this weekend she keep torturing me until i kept crying cos i reali cant take it..i wan to work hard now but she dun allow me..she refused to give me money for anything, including food expenses,transport fees and sch fees, wat am i do to now..sigh...i am damn fann...sigh..dad cant do anything also..she is reali going to torture me like mad everyday..wat should i do????
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