mon nite tat ray (The pervert guy) tat i used to call him,msg me,but i didnt know it was him initally,so i replied..but when i knew tat the person i was talking to was him then i started to be rude to him..i told him tat he can forget abt dating me cos i told him b4 tat i am not interested in him already..then he stopped msging me liao..which was gd cos i find him reali annoying.duno why he always wan to ask me out when i dun even know him tat well or should i sae we are strangers though we met once before..somehow i feel tat he has a motive for tat,maybe he wans to cheat young gers like me,but sorry i am not interested to flirt and play along wit him.though i think he is quite gd looking, but i think he is reali not my type of coffee and moreover he is too flirt..cant stand this kind of ppl man..so wat u are handsome,tat doesnt mean u can go around playing around and cheating gers..initally i wanted to scold him "sickening" de, but i decided not to cos i dun wan to be too mean to ppl..but indeed i am still rude to him..but i dun care la..who cares rite..
tues nite was a tiring nite for me..duno why i always fell alsleep in class, esp during the gp lesson cos my teacher's voice too soft liao and i cant reali hear..and i think i would prefer my previous gp teacher cos at least i understand the struture of the lesson but for this teacher i cant reali understand.in fact, find it kind of disorganised.maybe i am still not used to the schooling life afterall i nuah for too long liao..and i think this time my gp confirm wont improved de cos i dun think i learn anything during gp lesson cos its either i tend to switch off after a while or simply i cant follow her agrument..hai~~think my gp is gone case man..her voice is also so monotone lah..no wonder no one is listening in class,they do their own things..my class came 2 china ppl..they damn interesting and funny man..esp the guy..haha..but i find it hard to understand their english cos they got the china accent. so far all my teachers are ok except gp..initally i am used against my maths teacher de cos i heard alot of bad things abt him in the past.but it seems tat he treats me quite ok leh..todae he still ask me to come out of the crowd,still thought he wan to scold me, but actually not.he wanted to ask me abt my uni stuff..actually he is not tat bad afterall,or maybe i have yet to seen the other side of him cos afterall i onli come to sch for 4 days onli..but never mind,i shall create a gd impression of him so tat i wont get black listed.my physics teacher is veri gd..i like her lesson veri much but i think i reali canot make it for physics cos i see the block test papers cant even do a single qns man..and yet there is ppl getting "B" in my class..think he super smart man and he can sleep and listen to lesson at the same time..so pro man..i seriously cant do it..idol2 has somehow seen me and i think he is wondering why i am bac cos he paused a while to look at me..but duno why seems like everyday also see him..haha,something to be gd abt..but where has idol 1 gone to??haven seen him yet since i returned sch..
todae wed was kind of boring day..duno why i am starting to ask myself if am i reali keen to stay on in sch to retake my A levels if NTU dont accept me..cos i find tat i dun have the passion to study liao and i am not as hardworking as i am in my j1 repeat tat time..partly becos i need to play my piano for my mum to see everyday cos she insist it and i reali cant do my homework liao cos by the time i play finished,its veri late le..i am partly reconsidering cos i have stayed in jc for 3 yrs le..i am quite sick of staying on le cos ppl usually take 2 to 3 yrs to complete jc,but i choose to take 4 yrs..mum kept asking me to quit sch and work,i duno if i am influenced by her already or it is just my thinking..hai~~i am also so lonely in sch man..other than clicking wit yg and justin they all,seriously there is not much ppl to hang around wit..i am not familiar wit my class ppl and i dun reali know much abt them..even though i might be staying in my group,but i seldom talk cos i also duno who are the ppl they are talking abt..so quite hard to join in..hai~~damn sian man..
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