~sec time working at IFF~

yesterday was my sec time working at IFF..somehow i felt sad, duno why also.and somehow i brought my sadness into work..i guess i am still worried over the uni thingy..argh!!so fann arh..my HR manager greeted me twice and i dun know, then she told my "boss" tat i ignored her when me and my "Boss" were chatting..seriously i didnt know she greeted me,maybe i wasnt paying attention at tat time since i was bothered by my studies..hai~~i reali left a bad impression on her man..but somehow later in the afternoon, things became better le..i started smiling le..perhaps it was my malay guy frien brighten up my day ba..he talk to me alot, somehow made me forget my unhappiness..but he asked things which are veri weird out of the sudden..and my head was like huh??why ask this kind of qns..he asked me if i got go on date wit any older guys and wat kind of age of guys i like.then he asked i will like who in my company..when he asked this, i was veri puzzled, at the same time, i also tink its funny man..he still ask me to find a bf and i told him i am not interested..all these tat he asked made me veri suspicious of wat he is up to..think i better dun stick too close wit him.better to be safe than sorry..somehow he is my onli frien in my company cos we quite get along..the rest like dun click at all cos mostly all are adults and i am just a xiao mei mei over there..naturally there is nothing to talk abt..yesterday just realised from my malay guy friend tat my company has lots of NUS graduates and overseas graduates.think they mostly major in chem ba cos i always see him wearing lab coat and moreover my company invent new food flavours de,yesterday just try out some samples from them..the biscuits taste reali nice.seriously my company is hard to find a bf man..they are either too old or they are just not my type.but there are some chio bu from my company and she is from korea.damn pretty man.yesterday was damn bored man..nothing for me to do at all.actually everyday is working at tat place is bored la..they pay me to suft net onli..haha..
yesterday i had another encounter also,quite a bad experience also but not as bad as the previous time.this time my company's client whom i think he is veri old give me tat lustful look when he stand at my receptionist table..he was saying i got a nice watch and sweet smile cos i got dimple.then i super pei seh la though ppl praise me..then he kept smiling n looking at me like never see xiao mei mei before.aiya i just think these ppl are just sicked and bo liao..then when he left he kept saying gd bye and smile for duno how many times, i smile bac cos my "boss" was around, so no choice.else, i cant be bothered wit him.my "boss" did say me tat when ppl greet me, i should greet bac even though i duno them.ya, i did, but somehow juz tat moment i didnt heard my HR manager greeting me then i kana.
yesterday jason also called me to ask me abt my results..actually i think he reali quite gd..i was joking wit him and said tat "wa, u so gd arh.."then he said "i veri bad meh?"hopefully he didnt take it seriously man cos i was just joking tat time.hai~~wat should i do now??the worried feeling in me have yet to disappear.later i am eating wit my malay guy frien to NUS to eat lunch.hopefully things wont be awarkward cos todae reali feel veri pei seh when i talk to him cos he asked me wat i do to my hair.aiya its just so pattern wat, nothing much de..