lately, i realised tat i have been kinda quiet cos i have been quite tired recently, and i think i am reaching the falling sick stage too cos my body always feel very warm when my usual normal temp is kinda cold usually..so yesterday went home super early cos wanted to catch up with sch work, but apparently, my heart and mind keep wondering around and i cant stay focus, so fall asleep at 8 something til today 3am..intially i have the intention of studying at this time but i sian man to touch my books at this kind of timing, so went bac to my bed to sleep since its been months since i last sleep on a bed...but seriously i think bed is nicer to sleep on than tat hard floor..and today i almost overslept cos of tat cosy bed..haha..
and i decided to turn up for my material sci peer tutoring cos i wanted to give face to her since i think she is veri nice, and i think i shouldnt upset her by not turning up for the lesson..yeah and tat keith is super damn smart which makes me super stress cos he came super prepared with everything done and he knows wat to ask and for me, i am kinda lost..and worst thing is tat he told me he spent 1hr for one lect notes when i spent like one day to read one lect notes..omg..seriously this guy is damn pro cos his GPA is 4.5, which is something tat i cant get in uni man..and watever he says reali place lots of stress of me man so i feel reali stress now..he ask me to stop going out now and start studying but i all along never go out tat often wat except its impt thing events..and this guy duno how the heck he survive with 5hrs of sleep per week.oh man, i can never do tat cos before i adopt his style, i would have already fall sick..aiya in short, this guy is just freaking smart but duno why he still turns up for this tutoring thing man..wat a weird guy man..
and so my target now is to lose weight cos i feel reali fat now all over the body..and also to piah for studies now cos i admit i was too slack earlier on..or rather never put in effort in studies..haiz..but i always sleep alot now, tat's the problem and i get more tired the more i sleep !!sian,..
got this extract from someone blog: My ears will be deaf to your verbal diahorrea. Your advice to test my romantic relationship with my boyfriend barely on the basis that 2 years of dating is far too brief to consider any serious plan is nothing short of double standard. You yearn for your own boyfriend (of less than 2 years to propose to you with a big diamond ring) & yet still on active lookout for better-looking & wealthier other half is far from honorable. Your despicable mentality has stripped you all grounds to accuse me of abandonment on your own accord to seek better colleague-friend. Prettier? Younger? Richer I suppose? Good luck!
comments : tat's most ger's menality and tat includes me..haha..so ya gd luck to me man..
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