wed nite had a reali super bad dream cos i dreamt of my dad passing away and i reali cried in my dreams and i think i cried too when i am awake cos i can feel tat my eyes are super watery..duno why i have such a bad dream but i am indeed heartbreak by this cos whenever i dream of such bad things, then they will reali happen..though i know my dad is kinda not healthy enough to live up to an old age, but at least pei me til i am independent...
then thur afternoon decided to go home early to study and indeed i did stay focus for the first few hours doing my past tutorials but eventually i still got distracted half way through cos i was tempted with food again when my dad brought lots of food bac for supper and after tat fall asleep on the floor as usual after a heavy supper..its been months since i last slept on my bed cos the cosy floor has always been my sleeping area..and yesterday i gave a surprised to everyone by wearing sleeves cos i never wear sleeves for once in sch and outside..i reali thought for veri long before i stepped out of my house, and i decided to give it a try and at most let those ppl laugh at me lo if reali veri ugly..first rxn tat i get was jaw dropping and ppl asking me why i change style..never mind, i expected tat..haha.aiya i am always unexpected de la..wan to change as and when i feel like it..
today was a slacking day too but i feel like a clown entertaining everyone cos i was "FORced" to wear a stupid guys' smelly black shoes during lab when my leg size is so small nia..and it arises cos i didnt wear covered shoes !!!!..wa lao feel super dui lian man, but never mind.i think once a while entertain ppl is gd..and today when to JP to watch a chinese movie with they all..think the plot is not bad..at least i can understand than cartoon huh..cartoons reali catch no ball man..haha.kay gtg le, weekends gonna enjoy myself with bday celebrations for 2 days..
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