~kinda touched?~

weekend was busying mugging physics cos there is test this week and i am kinda surprised when i saw something on my lect notes cos i saw something unfamiliar in my notes and somehow i am kinda touched tat such things actually so nice could happen, but yet i never appreciate this "nice-ness" tat was given to me earlier so feel kinda guilty and bad abt it..i guess sometimes i shouldnt take things for granted many times..should always appreciate efforts and things tat i might not get in the past..sian, today come sch like waste so much time cos too much breaks liao and i find tat the breaks are reali super unproductive cos i will take tat time to talk to ppl instead of mugging for exams now.few weeks from now is my major exams le, and i think i am smoke my way out like the usual small CA tests when i can read lecture notes and just go for exams, but now, i guess i need to work super hard like A levels cos i dun wan to ta bao cos if not it will break my heart again and demoralised me further..so target for now is sleep less, eat less, exercise more and mugged more ! ;)